Current Mood: dunno
Current Colour: black
Current Music: some jiwang Richard Claderman song (not me play one!)
Current Annoyance: wanna shit... hahaha
Current Obsession: sleepy
Current Physical Ailment: back ache & stomach ache (PMS I think)
hmmm... i dunno la but this jiwang music makes me feel... erm, dunno la... *SIGH* u know, all this while (for the past 6 months) I've been pretty mum abt my 'relationship' with Sunshine (as friend la). Outside I seem pretty ok esp since he is now out of my life.
But seriously, eventhough the time we were frens i treasure a lot, thr's lots of up & downs in that 1 year plus... I dunno but maybe i'm just sensitive la but sometime i feel like he only befriended me (well, i took the first step but yeah, he accepted it) only for his own gain. Dunno la... Just my feelings. I mean yeah, he's pretty nice & did do some nice thingies like opening the door & stuffs but I dunno how to say la... It's like sometimes I'm so invisible. Oh well, most ppl think I am so anyway.
I dunno y but these Curtin guys r really crazy & insane sometimes. They scare me alot u know sometimes. I know some close frens knows this but it was SHOCKING when someone "invited" me to bed with him.... (not in those words). HELLO!!! u CRAZY KA??? ppl think dat i'm like dat jez because i hangout with guys. Excuse me! then thr's this guy, i wrote notes for him when he was sick but he dun really seem to remember it (duh! & I failed dat unit pula).
Sometimes, it's nice to be appreciated u know... lots of ppl treat me like dat. I'm so sad. I mean, i do do things sincerely from the heart but sometimes it's nice to be appreciated & thanked. Esp from friends dat u care for, ppl dat u respect. Yeah.... life's like dat & i shud jez take it as it is. I'm jez bein a bitch now... PMS wat to do...
Aaargh!!! I dunno y i'm so crazy today... these few days. Sunshine is giving nightmares each night (no more sweet dreams of him...) I fear dat he might one day coem to murder me... hahahah,..... dat's wat my dream says wat... hahhaha... well, gtg & gd nite...
Thursday, March 31, 2005
Current Mood: dunno... moody
Current Colour: blue
Current Music: You've got a friend (McFly)
Current Annoyance: jez annoyed...
Current Obsession: losing 20 kilos so dat ill be underweight (haha *sarcastic)
Current Physical Ailment: sick la.... mentally insane & down wid sore throat, cough & flu
sigh... i'm goin crazy... jez wanna put sum words down... supposed to sleep but after i got offline & listen to the song below I jez cant sleep... Tho dat's not the only reason y i cant sleep... Y do i have so much pressure from so many ppl... all around me... in Miri, Brunei & kuching... I'm only human. i also haf feelings la... now so torn abt things... i wanna run 4 council & ppl re counting on me too but my mum said if i run she'll be very sad... what shud i do???? Aaaargh!!!!! i wish my 2 best frens r here... esp Jaja coz she's so used to my complains & stuffs... at least she can calm me Damn!! life sucks! :(
Seryna (sick, sad & insane)
P/S: Ja & Ai Ling, this song is dedicated to the two of u... wish u were here... still down & despressed by Sunshine too (a little) even though he's an ass... i do miss him a little... especially since it's rainining here in Brunei.. :( & sometime i can talk abt things wid him coz he has a calming effect on me.. shit la... shud not think of him anymore la!! he's is wherever he is & I dun care anymore... (yeah, who m i kidding???)
You've Got A Friend (McFly)
When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, Oh nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running (yeah) to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend (ooh)
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
People can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
Well they'll take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
(Oh baby don't you know about)
Winter, spring, summer or fall
Hey Now!
All you have to do is call
Lord, I'll be there yes I will.
You've got a friend
Oh, you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
(Ja, check ur yahoo mail)
Current Colour: blue
Current Music: You've got a friend (McFly)
Current Annoyance: jez annoyed...
Current Obsession: losing 20 kilos so dat ill be underweight (haha *sarcastic)
Current Physical Ailment: sick la.... mentally insane & down wid sore throat, cough & flu
sigh... i'm goin crazy... jez wanna put sum words down... supposed to sleep but after i got offline & listen to the song below I jez cant sleep... Tho dat's not the only reason y i cant sleep... Y do i have so much pressure from so many ppl... all around me... in Miri, Brunei & kuching... I'm only human. i also haf feelings la... now so torn abt things... i wanna run 4 council & ppl re counting on me too but my mum said if i run she'll be very sad... what shud i do???? Aaaargh!!!!! i wish my 2 best frens r here... esp Jaja coz she's so used to my complains & stuffs... at least she can calm me Damn!! life sucks! :(
Seryna (sick, sad & insane)
P/S: Ja & Ai Ling, this song is dedicated to the two of u... wish u were here... still down & despressed by Sunshine too (a little) even though he's an ass... i do miss him a little... especially since it's rainining here in Brunei.. :( & sometime i can talk abt things wid him coz he has a calming effect on me.. shit la... shud not think of him anymore la!! he's is wherever he is & I dun care anymore... (yeah, who m i kidding???)
You've Got A Friend (McFly)
When you're down and troubled
And you need a helping hand
And nothing, Oh nothing is going right
Close your eyes and think of me
And soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running (yeah) to see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend (ooh)
If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old north wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
And call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will
To see you again
Winter, spring, summer or fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
Hey, ain't it good to know that you've got a friend
People can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you
Well they'll take your soul if you let them
Oh yeah, but don't you let them
You just call out my name
And you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again
(Oh baby don't you know about)
Winter, spring, summer or fall
Hey Now!
All you have to do is call
Lord, I'll be there yes I will.
You've got a friend
Oh, you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
Aint it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
(Ja, check ur yahoo mail)
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Colour: maroon
Current Music: tuned to MTV
Current Annoyance: sleepyt
Current Obsession: losing weigh
Current Physical Ailment: i'm fat
at last, back home in brunei... second night... good to be back. my back. my bro's taller & i'm still growing fatter... hahahah...
went shopping with my mum & bought 2 shirts. i also convinced my mum to buy hair dye for me... heheheh... sigh... wat to say? i just wanna download songs but my kazaa damn slow la.
life was so crazy last week... i learned new things, lost few things (most my mind) reconcile so friendships, broken off an impossible tie (bye @ass!!), shed some tears (yeah, i did), discover some surprising things, reconfirm my suspicions on some stuffs, got turn off... etc.. damn, life sucked then. btw, some fatcs.
1. i dont suck in public speaking if i'm comfortable with the crowd & topic.
2. but even if i do, i still suck if u expect me to talk with a mic coz i hate mics. i sound weird.
3. i am fat.
4. guys suck sometimes... u dun know what theyactually want from u.... (trust me, i know)
5. some ppl act so perfect but they r not
6. some ppl r so nice but they might haf hidden agendas- trust no one including urself
7. i am my worse enemy.
8. i'm so lonely
9. and sad
10. and easily being manipulated sometimes... :(
sigh... dunno wat i'll end up doing... anyway i got this from JAJA.
"Life is Like A Bed of Roses. Life is like a Bed of Roses,The Roses symbolizes beauty,And the thorns from the roses symbolizes pain."
.::. Call Me Crazy .::..::. Mark Your Word .::.
1.Would you marry for money?- nope... I think it does not guarantee a marriage. he might not be hot!! hahahaha...
2. Do you have a LOVELIFE?- yes, with myself... who would love me (which reminds me of wat i said s other day... i was so depressed n said "nobody wants me, nobody loves me" & my new bro Oscar said "i love u lorr..." hahahah... crazy kid.
3. Could you live without a computer?- no... hehe... nope... a big no no! everywhere I go, my laptop goes! Imagine goin 4 Ram's class & thr's no laptop to type notes on or no macs to edit movies on. worse, no internet or music!!
4. If you could live in any past time period where would it be?- marilyn monroe's time coz they like fat women... hahahah... or in ancient greece (& become a goddess... ahhahah) {sorry, me drunk with sleepiness.
5. Do you drink enough water?- me thinks, NO.
6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off?- take them off...tho sometimes i do wear flip flops ind hse... esp d kitchen. heheheh:)
7. What are your favorite fruits?- English guys... nah, jez kidding. peaches, mandrin oranges, grapes, rambutans, etc... oh & mangoes esp d huge red ones i get 4 Chinese New Yearhahaha...
8. What is your favorite place to visit?- la la land, dream land & seryna's world of fantasy... heheheh... hmmm... d land of impossibleness, storybook fiction & hollywood romance. (ok ok, it's KL & NZ la) :)
9. Are you photogenic?- hmm... am i? yeah, sometimes... c my friendster pics la...
10. Do you dream in color or black and white?- 100% technicolour, dah-ling. I dream in a Hollywood-like world. hahaha... :)
11. Why do you take surveys?- coz i'm bored n sleepy but got insomnia.
12. Do you drink alcohol?- nope.
13. What is the most beautiful language?- the language of love... that is, any language love is expressed in... ahhahaha... french & british english
14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?- I would love it... but noone has ever kissed me... :(
15. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?- both coz they r nice sceneries to take pics of. esp sunsets because it is just plain romantic! HAHA!!
16. Do you want to live to be 100?- hmm... I don't know... :)
17. Is a flat stomach important to you?- guess so... how to wear baju ah? i cat look decent witha tummy!
18. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs?- guess so coz one of my best's Muslim & the other is Buddhist & i haf frens wid many different nationalities, beliefs, religions & culture. so ok la.
19.When you watch movies at home, do you likethe lights on or off?- always on coz i dun off my bedroom lights!
20. Do you believe in magic?- hmm... maybe... life is full of question marks???
21.Do you think you can draw well?- dunno...depends on mood... but i did get a credit for art in O levels eventhough i only did art for 1 1/2 yr!
22.Do you like to watch cartoons?- most definitely... i was jez watching Cartoon Network... haha!
23.At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?- i dunno... did i even cared? no
24. Do you write poetry?- i do.. sometimes. only when i'm depressed & really mad... i haf a blog of it... jez a few. u gotta search coz i dun put any links to it. hahaha...
25.Do you snore?- only when i'm EXTREMELY tired. like dat day i had only 2 hrs of sleep & d wek b4 dat i sleep 4 hrs everyday so when i fell asleep at mabel's i was snoring. hehehe
26.Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?- back & sides. i must sleepon my side to fall asleep. haha!! :)
27.Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?- NONE! I don't like dogs... i mean, dog attacks are getting rather critical!! =s & they smell & hates me... hehehe
28. Are you basically a happy person?- well mostly I'm happy but sometimes i jez get sad like others but 99% of the time no one really knows. I put on an act more often than u know.
29.Are you tired?- now, yes... almost dead on my @ss... sleepy la. 4.30am!!
30. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?- nope. no cola at all today. had 2 cans on friday & got told off buy parents! hehehehe... i'm nearly 21 la io! hehehe
31.How many phones do you have in your house?- in miri 1- mine. but in brunei 5 handphones-(i haf 2) & 3 hse phones.
33.Do you get along with your parents?- ok la... only except when they bug me... hehehe...
34. Do u smoke?- nope. dun wanna died so fast!!
35. If you're gonna talk to someone, today, who would it be? and why?- if i see any cute guy & he & i got chemistry ok la... hehehehe... jez bein friendly ma.
lalalala... k. wanna sleep soon. jez waiting 4 kazza to complete d/l songs... heheheh... sleeping in the living room again coz i get to use d internet & watch MTV til i drop... heheheh.. :p
Seryna
Current Colour: maroon
Current Music: tuned to MTV
Current Annoyance: sleepyt
Current Obsession: losing weigh
Current Physical Ailment: i'm fat
at last, back home in brunei... second night... good to be back. my back. my bro's taller & i'm still growing fatter... hahahah...
went shopping with my mum & bought 2 shirts. i also convinced my mum to buy hair dye for me... heheheh... sigh... wat to say? i just wanna download songs but my kazaa damn slow la.
life was so crazy last week... i learned new things, lost few things (most my mind) reconcile so friendships, broken off an impossible tie (bye @ass!!), shed some tears (yeah, i did), discover some surprising things, reconfirm my suspicions on some stuffs, got turn off... etc.. damn, life sucked then. btw, some fatcs.
1. i dont suck in public speaking if i'm comfortable with the crowd & topic.
2. but even if i do, i still suck if u expect me to talk with a mic coz i hate mics. i sound weird.
3. i am fat.
4. guys suck sometimes... u dun know what theyactually want from u.... (trust me, i know)
5. some ppl act so perfect but they r not
6. some ppl r so nice but they might haf hidden agendas- trust no one including urself
7. i am my worse enemy.
8. i'm so lonely
9. and sad
10. and easily being manipulated sometimes... :(
sigh... dunno wat i'll end up doing... anyway i got this from JAJA.
"Life is Like A Bed of Roses. Life is like a Bed of Roses,The Roses symbolizes beauty,And the thorns from the roses symbolizes pain."
.::. Call Me Crazy .::..::. Mark Your Word .::.
1.Would you marry for money?- nope... I think it does not guarantee a marriage. he might not be hot!! hahahaha...
2. Do you have a LOVELIFE?- yes, with myself... who would love me (which reminds me of wat i said s other day... i was so depressed n said "nobody wants me, nobody loves me" & my new bro Oscar said "i love u lorr..." hahahah... crazy kid.
3. Could you live without a computer?- no... hehe... nope... a big no no! everywhere I go, my laptop goes! Imagine goin 4 Ram's class & thr's no laptop to type notes on or no macs to edit movies on. worse, no internet or music!!
4. If you could live in any past time period where would it be?- marilyn monroe's time coz they like fat women... hahahah... or in ancient greece (& become a goddess... ahhahah) {sorry, me drunk with sleepiness.
5. Do you drink enough water?- me thinks, NO.
6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off?- take them off...tho sometimes i do wear flip flops ind hse... esp d kitchen. heheheh:)
7. What are your favorite fruits?- English guys... nah, jez kidding. peaches, mandrin oranges, grapes, rambutans, etc... oh & mangoes esp d huge red ones i get 4 Chinese New Yearhahaha...
8. What is your favorite place to visit?- la la land, dream land & seryna's world of fantasy... heheheh... hmmm... d land of impossibleness, storybook fiction & hollywood romance. (ok ok, it's KL & NZ la) :)
9. Are you photogenic?- hmm... am i? yeah, sometimes... c my friendster pics la...
10. Do you dream in color or black and white?- 100% technicolour, dah-ling. I dream in a Hollywood-like world. hahaha... :)
11. Why do you take surveys?- coz i'm bored n sleepy but got insomnia.
12. Do you drink alcohol?- nope.
13. What is the most beautiful language?- the language of love... that is, any language love is expressed in... ahhahaha... french & british english
14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep?- I would love it... but noone has ever kissed me... :(
15. Do you like sunrises or sunsets the most?- both coz they r nice sceneries to take pics of. esp sunsets because it is just plain romantic! HAHA!!
16. Do you want to live to be 100?- hmm... I don't know... :)
17. Is a flat stomach important to you?- guess so... how to wear baju ah? i cat look decent witha tummy!
18. Are you tolerant of other people's beliefs?- guess so coz one of my best's Muslim & the other is Buddhist & i haf frens wid many different nationalities, beliefs, religions & culture. so ok la.
19.When you watch movies at home, do you likethe lights on or off?- always on coz i dun off my bedroom lights!
20. Do you believe in magic?- hmm... maybe... life is full of question marks???
21.Do you think you can draw well?- dunno...depends on mood... but i did get a credit for art in O levels eventhough i only did art for 1 1/2 yr!
22.Do you like to watch cartoons?- most definitely... i was jez watching Cartoon Network... haha!
23.At what age did you find out that Santa Claus wasn't real?- i dunno... did i even cared? no
24. Do you write poetry?- i do.. sometimes. only when i'm depressed & really mad... i haf a blog of it... jez a few. u gotta search coz i dun put any links to it. hahaha...
25.Do you snore?- only when i'm EXTREMELY tired. like dat day i had only 2 hrs of sleep & d wek b4 dat i sleep 4 hrs everyday so when i fell asleep at mabel's i was snoring. hehehe
26.Do you sleep more on your back, front, or sides?- back & sides. i must sleepon my side to fall asleep. haha!! :)
27.Would you rather have a poodle or a rottweiler?- NONE! I don't like dogs... i mean, dog attacks are getting rather critical!! =s & they smell & hates me... hehehe
28. Are you basically a happy person?- well mostly I'm happy but sometimes i jez get sad like others but 99% of the time no one really knows. I put on an act more often than u know.
29.Are you tired?- now, yes... almost dead on my @ss... sleepy la. 4.30am!!
30. Did you drink anything with caffeine in it today?- nope. no cola at all today. had 2 cans on friday & got told off buy parents! hehehehe... i'm nearly 21 la io! hehehe
31.How many phones do you have in your house?- in miri 1- mine. but in brunei 5 handphones-(i haf 2) & 3 hse phones.
33.Do you get along with your parents?- ok la... only except when they bug me... hehehe...
34. Do u smoke?- nope. dun wanna died so fast!!
35. If you're gonna talk to someone, today, who would it be? and why?- if i see any cute guy & he & i got chemistry ok la... hehehehe... jez bein friendly ma.
lalalala... k. wanna sleep soon. jez waiting 4 kazza to complete d/l songs... heheheh... sleeping in the living room again coz i get to use d internet & watch MTV til i drop... heheheh.. :p
Seryna
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Current Mood: Depressed
Current Colour: black
Current Music: none
Current Annoyance: "I'm too free..."
Current Obsession: supposedly to be free but now facing a dead end...
Current Physical Ailment: headache & heartache
Hmmm... I think I hurt sum ppl's feelings in yesterday's blog... so what d fuck do I care since ppl tend to think that they have the rught to hurt me but no me them? Anyway, still quite mad rite now & last nite i sleep quite late & had nightmares... where everyone hates me & there was like a riot to get rid of me... so damn fucking freaky la.
Anyway, I REALLY REALLY need help here... I can't think of any product/services to do an ad on... & my assignment is due like this Thursday... have to write a product statement, write the script & draw the storyboard in two nights... tho I think I'm gonna flunk this coz I HAF NO TIME TO DO IT!!!! ppl seem not to notice i need time alone to do my work! sheeh!
Then I just found out that tomorrow (wednesday) I have to bring my documentary draft & present it to class tmrw... how to do when i have no time??? I need to go to the Family Planning centre to do research and stuffs (coz my topic is Sexual Education) but no time... not even sure if i can go back for Easter this weekend... Just now my dad's friend just called to tell me to pass sth to my dad but how can I if I dun go back??? Terrible... My relationship with my family is like deteorating.... Well, some ppl dun care if their do or are happy if their do but SORRY I really care abt my family ok... I really miss home & I miss my bro... haf not seen him since Chinese New Year!!!
*sigh... my life is going down the drain... I told my friend if I die... some ppl would have a party and celebrate!! Shit ya but i guess & i'm sure it's true... WELL, IF U REALLY WANT ME TO DIE PUSH ME MORE & ONE DAY I'LL FALL OFF THE CLIFF LA.... The sooner the better coz it hurts.... So better plan my death soon la.... I can bet RM10 that thr is perhaps a committee by tonight... hahahaha..... I wonder which groups of friends ya.... since I haf so many friends... CV ke, class ke, others ke, media ke, Sunshine's friends ke (i'm sure they wanna get rd of me 4 him!).... etc... hahahhaha...... Yes... I'm on the BRINK OF INSANITY NOW so if u dun wanna kill me, send me to mental hospital la... Assholes.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.....
"I'm goin crazy, I'm going cra--zaie, I'm goin crazy, I'm goin crazy...."
-KRU's Girlfriends's Girlfriend
Current Colour: black
Current Music: none
Current Annoyance: "I'm too free..."
Current Obsession: supposedly to be free but now facing a dead end...
Current Physical Ailment: headache & heartache
Hmmm... I think I hurt sum ppl's feelings in yesterday's blog... so what d fuck do I care since ppl tend to think that they have the rught to hurt me but no me them? Anyway, still quite mad rite now & last nite i sleep quite late & had nightmares... where everyone hates me & there was like a riot to get rid of me... so damn fucking freaky la.
Anyway, I REALLY REALLY need help here... I can't think of any product/services to do an ad on... & my assignment is due like this Thursday... have to write a product statement, write the script & draw the storyboard in two nights... tho I think I'm gonna flunk this coz I HAF NO TIME TO DO IT!!!! ppl seem not to notice i need time alone to do my work! sheeh!
Then I just found out that tomorrow (wednesday) I have to bring my documentary draft & present it to class tmrw... how to do when i have no time??? I need to go to the Family Planning centre to do research and stuffs (coz my topic is Sexual Education) but no time... not even sure if i can go back for Easter this weekend... Just now my dad's friend just called to tell me to pass sth to my dad but how can I if I dun go back??? Terrible... My relationship with my family is like deteorating.... Well, some ppl dun care if their do or are happy if their do but SORRY I really care abt my family ok... I really miss home & I miss my bro... haf not seen him since Chinese New Year!!!
*sigh... my life is going down the drain... I told my friend if I die... some ppl would have a party and celebrate!! Shit ya but i guess & i'm sure it's true... WELL, IF U REALLY WANT ME TO DIE PUSH ME MORE & ONE DAY I'LL FALL OFF THE CLIFF LA.... The sooner the better coz it hurts.... So better plan my death soon la.... I can bet RM10 that thr is perhaps a committee by tonight... hahahaha..... I wonder which groups of friends ya.... since I haf so many friends... CV ke, class ke, others ke, media ke, Sunshine's friends ke (i'm sure they wanna get rd of me 4 him!).... etc... hahahhaha...... Yes... I'm on the BRINK OF INSANITY NOW so if u dun wanna kill me, send me to mental hospital la... Assholes.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha.....
"I'm goin crazy, I'm going cra--zaie, I'm goin crazy, I'm goin crazy...."
-KRU's Girlfriends's Girlfriend
Monday, March 21, 2005
~ What I've been up to in the last 36 hours
Current Mood: Sad,heartbroken & depressed... cried twice in 2 hrs (btw, i dun cry easily)
Current Colour: Black & red
Current Music: Take My Breath Away (well crying does dat rite?)
Current Annoyance: being underestimated & lack of time to study
Current Obsession: Suicidal (hahaha....)
Current Physical Ailment: headache, fever & period (but do ppl care? NOOO!)
What I did in the past 36 hours or so (in no particular order) regarding CV! matters.
Current Mood: Sad,heartbroken & depressed... cried twice in 2 hrs (btw, i dun cry easily)
Current Colour: Black & red
Current Music: Take My Breath Away (well crying does dat rite?)
Current Annoyance: being underestimated & lack of time to study
Current Obsession: Suicidal (hahaha....)
Current Physical Ailment: headache, fever & period (but do ppl care? NOOO!)
What I did in the past 36 hours or so (in no particular order) regarding CV! matters.
- help Tiang to search & burn pictures for slides, blog etc.
- help Iqbal to search, copy, burn or transfer pictures for CV! flash presentation
- Ask Debbie for past CV! files
- Check CV! email & read the reply from Noizy Minority regarding Tsunami Charity
- Check CV! friendster & approve new friend
- Look for free web hosting, domain & email to enable easier, faster & effective communication & to store CV! data such as name database.
- Email Philip Khor (my friend) regarding the webhosting services he offer
- Count CV! t-shirts until i forget how to count coz I'm too exhausted
- ATTEND AN IMPROMPTU MEETING
- complete the namelist database
- Try to come up with a pop up for CV! t-shirt sales, due on Tuesday.
- Search for the CV! banners signed during O Week club registration
- Retrieve email from Philip regarding my enquiries about the website hosting, domain, email etc...
- not sure yet but got meeting at 8.30
hmm... nothing to do? Gimme a call to do my product statement, script & storyboard for an advertisement due this Thursday 24/3 at 12 noon. 3 assiggnments-in-1!! Tag me or call me!
I REALLY dun haf time to study anymore yet ppl still moan I'm too free. shit la. if i'm so fre might as well go back to Brunei la. Mum's mad at me coz I dfidn't go back as planned last week & Dad's mad at me coz I'm not going back this weekend for Good Friday & Easter. Ppl can be so inconsiderate. I think I'll die young & go to hell coz I live a stressfull life (stress=highblood, heart disease & perhaps brain cancer) & hell coz I DON"T GO TO CHURCH coz I haf no time. Hell, I had 2 hrs of sleep only last nite & I practically 'fainted' at Mabel's & if coz I wasn't thinking of work, bet I'll sleep til the end of week free... heheheh.... I wish I haf a clone to do all my work the I can go carvotting around town.... I WISH! (*Dexter... can I borrow ur clonning machine... Please...) Hahahaha...
my eyes r sore from crying but no one cares except Jae & Izzah... & i never cry in fronty of them... hell, I dun cry much & d last time was when my sis & I had a physical fight whr I got cuts. Sometimes I wonder who r my real friends... What Jae said a long time ago is true & Candy was right when she told me somethings (but i've not told others yet...) Jaja said ppl can step on my head to easily & I'm too nice... Damn! I'm so dumb & stupid. I'm no puppet but ppl consider me to be... I feel like quiting running 4 council.... but i dunno la... dunno WHO wud vote 4 me... maybe those dat wanna 'use' me or perhaps NO ONE wud vote. so embarrasing leh....
Ja, wish u r here to help me out of my misery... I ddn't cry so much when Sunshine hurt me... Damn! I'm so stress & got period dat I need a break dat's y I brokedowqn... I'm getting a nervous breakdoiwn but no one cares... Sunshine, if u read this, send me a sms, gimme a call or SMS k... I need a friend who's subjective to my current life in Uni (coz u r not here anymore...)
Damn, damn, damn!! I feel so sucky now. I've not taken my books yet & it's out of stock... no time what... hey, Maybe i jez collapse & ten they admit me to hospital good kan?? Hmmm... a good idea since I'm gonna start the all orange juice diet soon... hehehe... my vision is blur now la... bzzzz..... feeling dizzy... hehehehe.... Wheee...!!! lack of blood due to period plus lack of food plus lack of sleep make a maniacal Seryna!! hehehehe... Wheee...!! just found out meeting is cancelled. Damn!! think I'm so free to come & go ka? I haf to study la dum dum.... sheeeh!!! lalalala... better log off BEFORE I OFFEND PPL... *so weird... i dun wanna offend ppl but ppl LOVE offending me... hehehehehe....*
Tatatatata
I'm A Maniac...
SORRY LA IF I OFFEND ANYONE... Lalala.... can u book me a room in the mental hospital in Kuching?? First class ya... thanks!!! Wheeee......
Current Mood: dunno... haf feeling all day
Current Colour: black
Current Music: purest of pain (correct ka d name) spannish version
Current Annoyance: itchy eyes
Current Obsession: Alonso, Alex & Andy (hahahaha....)
Current Physical Ailment: wanna shit... hahahaha
This is a reply to Iqqy's question:
"What is it that qualifies a man to be bestowed the benevolent title of a Brother?"
- be there when I'm in need (even buy food for me... hehehe)
- giving advices to me
- cheering me up when i'm down
- giving good hugs *GRIN* esp Iqqy & Charlie.
- just being fun ppl to be with & learn things from a 'man's point of view'
- get 'theory education' in Desserts... I think they think we're nuts! hehehe
- keeps me safe when we go out (well 3 bros to 1 girl is considered safe rite?)
erm.... dunno eh. it's just destined to be... Maybe... hehehe... But i can say for sure, i dun call a person brother jez to stop him liking me... hehehehe.. THANK GOD I NEVER HAF TO DO DAT... hehehe... coz it's weird... hahahaha....
Current Colour: black
Current Music: purest of pain (correct ka d name) spannish version
Current Annoyance: itchy eyes
Current Obsession: Alonso, Alex & Andy (hahahaha....)
Current Physical Ailment: wanna shit... hahahaha
This is a reply to Iqqy's question:
"What is it that qualifies a man to be bestowed the benevolent title of a Brother?"
- be there when I'm in need (even buy food for me... hehehe)
- giving advices to me
- cheering me up when i'm down
- giving good hugs *GRIN* esp Iqqy & Charlie.
- just being fun ppl to be with & learn things from a 'man's point of view'
- get 'theory education' in Desserts... I think they think we're nuts! hehehe
- keeps me safe when we go out (well 3 bros to 1 girl is considered safe rite?)
erm.... dunno eh. it's just destined to be... Maybe... hehehe... But i can say for sure, i dun call a person brother jez to stop him liking me... hehehehe.. THANK GOD I NEVER HAF TO DO DAT... hehehe... coz it's weird... hahahaha....
Monday, March 14, 2005
Bizarre day in Miri
SUNDAY- Something bizarre happened in Miri. The soon-to-be Resort City located in South East Asian country Malaysia was hit by a heat wave for the past one week. Today it hit a record of 39.5° Celsius centigrade. However, this is not the most bizarre occurrence. Today, the streets of Miri town especially around Bintang Plaza and The Imperial Mall we practically bare of people- residents and visitors from Brunei were almost non-existent!
According to a driver, Miss Hee, the roads were for once free of congestions and one could practically drive in the middle of the road. Her friend who refused to be identified said that it is as if the place was haunted and if she were dared, she could probably lie on the roads! Any Miri residents that frequent Bintang Plaza and The Imperial Mall would probably tell you that the roads in those areas are usually congested by cars and empty parking spaces are usually limited or non-existent. However, today the parking lots of these two popular shopping malls were barely half occupied. Bear in mind, it is a Sunday when every Tom, Dick and Harry are usually seen with the friends, families and so on in to town. The ever busy round about near the Bulatan Park was also void of traffic.
So my dear readers, what has happened to the residents of Miri? One resident of Miri said that perhaps Miri was finally been invaded by aliens thus the heat wave and the ‘disappearances’ of most of the population. She then went on to cite the events that occurred in Roswell, emphasizing on the similar heat wave period. Yours truly however, believes that Miri is now facing a dry and hot season. Some places have already shown signs of draught and lakes are drying at an alarming rate. Any self respecting individual would be saving water right now for a rainy day. Sorry, I mean for any emergencies, though everyone would be glad for a heavy downpour anytime soon. So dear readers, remember to control the usage of water and consume on what is needed.
What about the supposedly ‘missing’ people in town? Perhaps they find the weather too hot to venture out. Or perhaps they have been abducted by aliens….
SUNDAY- Something bizarre happened in Miri. The soon-to-be Resort City located in South East Asian country Malaysia was hit by a heat wave for the past one week. Today it hit a record of 39.5° Celsius centigrade. However, this is not the most bizarre occurrence. Today, the streets of Miri town especially around Bintang Plaza and The Imperial Mall we practically bare of people- residents and visitors from Brunei were almost non-existent!
According to a driver, Miss Hee, the roads were for once free of congestions and one could practically drive in the middle of the road. Her friend who refused to be identified said that it is as if the place was haunted and if she were dared, she could probably lie on the roads! Any Miri residents that frequent Bintang Plaza and The Imperial Mall would probably tell you that the roads in those areas are usually congested by cars and empty parking spaces are usually limited or non-existent. However, today the parking lots of these two popular shopping malls were barely half occupied. Bear in mind, it is a Sunday when every Tom, Dick and Harry are usually seen with the friends, families and so on in to town. The ever busy round about near the Bulatan Park was also void of traffic.
So my dear readers, what has happened to the residents of Miri? One resident of Miri said that perhaps Miri was finally been invaded by aliens thus the heat wave and the ‘disappearances’ of most of the population. She then went on to cite the events that occurred in Roswell, emphasizing on the similar heat wave period. Yours truly however, believes that Miri is now facing a dry and hot season. Some places have already shown signs of draught and lakes are drying at an alarming rate. Any self respecting individual would be saving water right now for a rainy day. Sorry, I mean for any emergencies, though everyone would be glad for a heavy downpour anytime soon. So dear readers, remember to control the usage of water and consume on what is needed.
What about the supposedly ‘missing’ people in town? Perhaps they find the weather too hot to venture out. Or perhaps they have been abducted by aliens….
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Current Mood: Okie okie la
Current Colour: Man Utd red coz I'm wearing d jersey & my devil site is red also!
Current Music: Always (Atlantic Starr)
Current Annoyance: wah so hard to understand html
Current Obsession: changing d blogs lyout & background etc...
Current Physical Ailment: neck ache & back ache coz stare at comp too long
Hey, jez wanna say I've finished changing d blog layout thingy... dunno wat error exist. sorry la. Sorry also coz clutter. Anyway, I got this from blogskins.com. Thanks to the person dat created this. =)
Btw, Jaja & I haf decided to public-ize (whatever) our nutty blog, which haf been dead for nearly 1 year. hehehe... well, gtg. Need rest coz my neck really ache & my head is giving me problem... tired la. U know what, once I start modifying my blog, i won't stop til I'm so bored of it or too busy. Plus, I've not updated my website so soon my mind would be thr...
So, ta ta for now... Still haf not decided to go for the interview tmrw or not... hahahaha... Hey, next week got new students coming in. Wonder got cute guys ka?? hahahha... hmm, too young la! I'll be like at least a year to 4 years older!! hahaha... I'll leave 'liking-younger-guys' sindrom to Jaja, Ai Ling & my sis. hehehehe. neway, Ciao!
Seryna
*Abel, Iqqy & Tiang, do u wanna change d background for d CV! site? I mite not do it but we can discuss la, k. Btw, I'm gonna give Jae access too. Okie?*
Current Colour: Man Utd red coz I'm wearing d jersey & my devil site is red also!
Current Music: Always (Atlantic Starr)
Current Annoyance: wah so hard to understand html
Current Obsession: changing d blogs lyout & background etc...
Current Physical Ailment: neck ache & back ache coz stare at comp too long
Hey, jez wanna say I've finished changing d blog layout thingy... dunno wat error exist. sorry la. Sorry also coz clutter. Anyway, I got this from blogskins.com. Thanks to the person dat created this. =)
Btw, Jaja & I haf decided to public-ize (whatever) our nutty blog, which haf been dead for nearly 1 year. hehehe... well, gtg. Need rest coz my neck really ache & my head is giving me problem... tired la. U know what, once I start modifying my blog, i won't stop til I'm so bored of it or too busy. Plus, I've not updated my website so soon my mind would be thr...
So, ta ta for now... Still haf not decided to go for the interview tmrw or not... hahahaha... Hey, next week got new students coming in. Wonder got cute guys ka?? hahahha... hmm, too young la! I'll be like at least a year to 4 years older!! hahaha... I'll leave 'liking-younger-guys' sindrom to Jaja, Ai Ling & my sis. hehehehe. neway, Ciao!
Seryna
*Abel, Iqqy & Tiang, do u wanna change d background for d CV! site? I mite not do it but we can discuss la, k. Btw, I'm gonna give Jae access too. Okie?*
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Monday, February 14, 2005
Current Mood: still ad & in desperate mood
Current Colour: Black!!
Current Music: Puupy Love (so? it's valentine's)
Current Annoyance: I still cant see the phone screen!!!!!
Current Obsession: I need a PHONE!!
Current Physical Ailment: mad!!!
To all the nice ppl in this world, please visit these site & grant my wish... hey, i forgot to put phone in it!
http://froogle.google.com/shoppinglist?a=SWL&id=432cecbabc6d8acebec63bd7fa829773ca6f1
Seryna...
Current Colour: Black!!
Current Music: Puupy Love (so? it's valentine's)
Current Annoyance: I still cant see the phone screen!!!!!
Current Obsession: I need a PHONE!!
Current Physical Ailment: mad!!!
To all the nice ppl in this world, please visit these site & grant my wish... hey, i forgot to put phone in it!
http://froogle.google.com/shoppinglist?a=SWL&id=432cecbabc6d8acebec63bd7fa829773ca6f1
Seryna...
Current Mood: Mad!
Current Colour: Black
Current Music: Nothing Hurts Like Love (Daniel Beddingfield)
Current Annoyance: My phone's screen gone Kaput... cant read my SMS!!
Current Obsession: i dunno...
Current Physical Ailment: Sleepy & toothache
I NEED TO BORROW A PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PHONE DROPPED FROM THE TABLE (RITE AFTER CURTIN CALLED ME, D@MN!) AND STH IS WRONG WID THA SCREEN & NOW IT'S BLANK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO PLEASE, NICE PPL OUT THR.... CAN I BORROW A PHONE IF U HAF EXTRA(S)?? PLEASE?
Seryna.... (please phone me, not sms coz I cant read it now...)
Dear cupid...
On this Valentine's Day please send me a cute guy to share the feast I haf prepared. However, if you can't meet my demand, can you please send me an angel in disguise to lend me a phone? Please... Of course, it's better if you can strike someone with a caompassionate arrow and make them feel sorry for me so that they would buy me a new phone... (flutters eyelashes...) Just a nice phone... A Nokia, of course. It'll be nice to have on of the newer models, thank you very much... heheheheh... Thank you... You are so nice... ;-)
Love always,
Seryna XXX
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hahahaha... yes, I'm nuts!! the lack of phones is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!! I NEED A PHONE!!! IT'S KILLING ME NOT KNOWING WHO SMS ME... I HAF 2 UNREAD SMS NOW!!! It could be someone who SMS to say sorry for treating me like shit all of last sem... Who knows... :( God, please help me!!!
Current Colour: Black
Current Music: Nothing Hurts Like Love (Daniel Beddingfield)
Current Annoyance: My phone's screen gone Kaput... cant read my SMS!!
Current Obsession: i dunno...
Current Physical Ailment: Sleepy & toothache
I NEED TO BORROW A PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PHONE DROPPED FROM THE TABLE (RITE AFTER CURTIN CALLED ME, D@MN!) AND STH IS WRONG WID THA SCREEN & NOW IT'S BLANK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO PLEASE, NICE PPL OUT THR.... CAN I BORROW A PHONE IF U HAF EXTRA(S)?? PLEASE?
Seryna.... (please phone me, not sms coz I cant read it now...)
Dear cupid...
On this Valentine's Day please send me a cute guy to share the feast I haf prepared. However, if you can't meet my demand, can you please send me an angel in disguise to lend me a phone? Please... Of course, it's better if you can strike someone with a caompassionate arrow and make them feel sorry for me so that they would buy me a new phone... (flutters eyelashes...) Just a nice phone... A Nokia, of course. It'll be nice to have on of the newer models, thank you very much... heheheheh... Thank you... You are so nice... ;-)
Love always,
Seryna XXX
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hahahaha... yes, I'm nuts!! the lack of phones is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!! I NEED A PHONE!!! IT'S KILLING ME NOT KNOWING WHO SMS ME... I HAF 2 UNREAD SMS NOW!!! It could be someone who SMS to say sorry for treating me like shit all of last sem... Who knows... :( God, please help me!!!
Sunday, February 13, 2005
VALENTINE’S DAY 2005
MENU
Aperitif/ appetizer
Corn & Potato Salade (Salad)
Entrée (first Course)
Champignon soupe (Mushroom Soup... amazing how a lil French flair can make it sound grand!)
Plat de résistance (main Course)
Pâtes in tuna sauce (pasta in tuna sauce, la!)
Prawns in tomato and egg sauce
Black pepper beef
Plat sucré/ dessert
Chocolaté Fruits & marshmallows
Chocolaté & caramel ice-cream
Boire
White grap sparkling juice
____________________________________________________________________
hahahah.... above is my Valentine's Day menu... I dunno if my French is correct or not... D computer tend to change english to French after i wrote Entrée... hehehehehe....
anyway, the English version are in the brackets.
Haf a swell Valentine's Day
Seryna....
MENU
Aperitif/ appetizer
Corn & Potato Salade (Salad)
Entrée (first Course)
Champignon soupe (Mushroom Soup... amazing how a lil French flair can make it sound grand!)
Plat de résistance (main Course)
Pâtes in tuna sauce (pasta in tuna sauce, la!)
Prawns in tomato and egg sauce
Black pepper beef
Plat sucré/ dessert
Chocolaté Fruits & marshmallows
Chocolaté & caramel ice-cream
Boire
White grap sparkling juice
____________________________________________________________________
hahahah.... above is my Valentine's Day menu... I dunno if my French is correct or not... D computer tend to change english to French after i wrote Entrée... hehehehehe....
anyway, the English version are in the brackets.
Haf a swell Valentine's Day
Seryna....
Saturday, February 12, 2005
It’s 2.25am. I’m supposed to be doing a movie marathon but I’m doing this instead. Well, I sort of start my movie marathon I watch Simply Irresistibleo n tv3 then the news then a docu-movie (sorry, only a term we media ppl know. hehehehe…) on fishes. Yeah, yeah. I know… I hate fish but dat doesn’t mean dat I cant watch dat rite? I mean, if ppl hate war so much, nwhy do wr movies sell so well? If I dun haf bf, why bother watch romantic films? Hehehehehe… see what i meant?
Anyway, I’m listening to once in a blue moon on repeat mode. I LOVE this song! And I really love the movie it came from… SIMPLY IRRESISTIBLE!!!! Yeah, I jez watch it like 4 ½ hours ago… but it’s not the first time… it’s like the fifth (yes, 5th!) time. Used to watch on HBO but it rarely goes on air… damn! I love dat movie! It’s about a girl who’s cooking make ppl feel her emotions. This guy fell in love with her after eating her cooking… her caramel éclairs. (hmmm… yum yum.) I’ve never eaten caramel ones but chocolate ones are at the top of my favourite food. Especially the ones in Empire Hotel, Brunei! Anyway, her cooking is magical and one thing leads to another… but I really love the way that the story develops. I mean, I dunno how to explain… but it’s so damn cool u know, that one person’s cooking can cause magic… it’s like they can suddenly be surrounded by vanilla flavoured smoke-like thingy when they eat her vanilla flavoured food. Her éclairs can make ppl fall in love (the guy’s secretary and the guy’s boss, other customers, etc). when they kiss, this couple would float… it’s d magic of love. Yeah yeah… I blabbing nonsense here. Ppl might not see why I love this movie but yeah, I do. It takes oneself to discover it themselves. Bleh :-p
Anyway, one of my favourite lines from the movie is “if the wind closes the door, it would open another...” it’s also in the lyrics of Once In A Blue Moon. In the movie the girl’s restaurant almost haf to close down but then the guy came and eat in this place and she can suddenly cook… like a miracle coz she used to suck. Then he was hooked to her cooking… to cut things short, in the moddle of the movie one day her éclairs become so famous and her restaurant become packed and successful…
In life, it’s true sometimes the wind closes the door, but do new stop and think that it might open another. Ppl claimed that “it is better to have loved and lost than never loved before”. I dunno la. Not been thr or done that yet. But I know, it’s better to haf crushed and lost than never to crush before… heheheheh… ;-p life is so full of opportunities. I few lose out on one, thr are still others for us, maybe even better ones. Maybe that is just life… I dunno. Maybe they ::are:: better fishes out thr. More beautiful butterflies flying around… when we find the right one, we will know… it’s like buying shoes… you can try on 1000 pairs of shoes but not liked any of them, even if it’s the most exclusive and beautiful Manolo Blahniks of Jimmy Choos on earth. But once you find the right one, you just know it. Even if it’s the normal Bata shoes or Vincci sheos. Coz you just know it. I dunno how to explain this. Yeah, it’s crap.
Anyway, I dunno when would this be posted. Most likely on Monday, 14th February 2005. another lonely year, alone with no one to celebrate. Even if it’s with friends for a movie or sth. Well, no one called so far. It’s a miracle if I can get flowers or a card… more of a prayer answered and a miracle if it’s someone I really fancy ( Charlie Simpson aka Charlie Busted/Fightstar, Sunshine, all d cute guys I fancy… do u hear me?? hehehehe…) maybe I’ll have another movie marathon. I do that a lot lately, it seems so. Either that or a book reading marathon (like 2-3 books in one night. Thick ones) well, both ::are:: educational anyway. Books for knowledge, to improve language and also for inspiration. Hehehehe… movies for entertainment, observation and education (well, taking Mass comm in film & TV production pays, innit? Tho most of the movies are romance… hahahaha… never mind. What is life without romance, eh?
Well, gotta sleep now, I guess. My eyes are partially blurred now… tired la, coz I’ve not slept much these 2 days. (my neighbor not sleeping yet ka? The door keep on creaking open n close. So annoying la!). Exams r over and done (YAAY!!) and I dunno when exactly I start work. Aqll I know is that I haf another interview for I dunno what (not connected to my job) on Thursday. Jeez, I still haf popcorn stuck on my teeth.. eew… better brush teeth again… hehehehe… anyway, gotta go. Below is the lyrics for Once In A Blue Moon… (which after this round is finish, is the twelve time I listen to it while writing this)
Seryna.
P/S: happy Valentine everyone!! ;-)
Once In A Blue Moon…
The room is empty
The lights are dim
And my heart wonder
If I’ll ever see you again?
My tears are calling
For an open door
When your arms held me
I never felt that way before
I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching
Under a blue moon
Taste of heaven
Only happens
Once in a blue moon
Do you remember
The wind blew free?
We fit together
So naturally…
I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching
Under a blue moon
Taste of heaven only happens
Once in a blue moon
If the wind closes the door
It will open another
And I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching under the moon
Taste of heaven only happens
Once in a blue moon
Once in a blue moon
Anyway, I’m listening to once in a blue moon on repeat mode. I LOVE this song! And I really love the movie it came from… SIMPLY IRRESISTIBLE!!!! Yeah, I jez watch it like 4 ½ hours ago… but it’s not the first time… it’s like the fifth (yes, 5th!) time. Used to watch on HBO but it rarely goes on air… damn! I love dat movie! It’s about a girl who’s cooking make ppl feel her emotions. This guy fell in love with her after eating her cooking… her caramel éclairs. (hmmm… yum yum.) I’ve never eaten caramel ones but chocolate ones are at the top of my favourite food. Especially the ones in Empire Hotel, Brunei! Anyway, her cooking is magical and one thing leads to another… but I really love the way that the story develops. I mean, I dunno how to explain… but it’s so damn cool u know, that one person’s cooking can cause magic… it’s like they can suddenly be surrounded by vanilla flavoured smoke-like thingy when they eat her vanilla flavoured food. Her éclairs can make ppl fall in love (the guy’s secretary and the guy’s boss, other customers, etc). when they kiss, this couple would float… it’s d magic of love. Yeah yeah… I blabbing nonsense here. Ppl might not see why I love this movie but yeah, I do. It takes oneself to discover it themselves. Bleh :-p
Anyway, one of my favourite lines from the movie is “if the wind closes the door, it would open another...” it’s also in the lyrics of Once In A Blue Moon. In the movie the girl’s restaurant almost haf to close down but then the guy came and eat in this place and she can suddenly cook… like a miracle coz she used to suck. Then he was hooked to her cooking… to cut things short, in the moddle of the movie one day her éclairs become so famous and her restaurant become packed and successful…
In life, it’s true sometimes the wind closes the door, but do new stop and think that it might open another. Ppl claimed that “it is better to have loved and lost than never loved before”. I dunno la. Not been thr or done that yet. But I know, it’s better to haf crushed and lost than never to crush before… heheheheh… ;-p life is so full of opportunities. I few lose out on one, thr are still others for us, maybe even better ones. Maybe that is just life… I dunno. Maybe they ::are:: better fishes out thr. More beautiful butterflies flying around… when we find the right one, we will know… it’s like buying shoes… you can try on 1000 pairs of shoes but not liked any of them, even if it’s the most exclusive and beautiful Manolo Blahniks of Jimmy Choos on earth. But once you find the right one, you just know it. Even if it’s the normal Bata shoes or Vincci sheos. Coz you just know it. I dunno how to explain this. Yeah, it’s crap.
Anyway, I dunno when would this be posted. Most likely on Monday, 14th February 2005. another lonely year, alone with no one to celebrate. Even if it’s with friends for a movie or sth. Well, no one called so far. It’s a miracle if I can get flowers or a card… more of a prayer answered and a miracle if it’s someone I really fancy ( Charlie Simpson aka Charlie Busted/Fightstar, Sunshine, all d cute guys I fancy… do u hear me?? hehehehe…) maybe I’ll have another movie marathon. I do that a lot lately, it seems so. Either that or a book reading marathon (like 2-3 books in one night. Thick ones) well, both ::are:: educational anyway. Books for knowledge, to improve language and also for inspiration. Hehehehe… movies for entertainment, observation and education (well, taking Mass comm in film & TV production pays, innit? Tho most of the movies are romance… hahahaha… never mind. What is life without romance, eh?
Well, gotta sleep now, I guess. My eyes are partially blurred now… tired la, coz I’ve not slept much these 2 days. (my neighbor not sleeping yet ka? The door keep on creaking open n close. So annoying la!). Exams r over and done (YAAY!!) and I dunno when exactly I start work. Aqll I know is that I haf another interview for I dunno what (not connected to my job) on Thursday. Jeez, I still haf popcorn stuck on my teeth.. eew… better brush teeth again… hehehehe… anyway, gotta go. Below is the lyrics for Once In A Blue Moon… (which after this round is finish, is the twelve time I listen to it while writing this)
Seryna.
P/S: happy Valentine everyone!! ;-)
Once In A Blue Moon…
The room is empty
The lights are dim
And my heart wonder
If I’ll ever see you again?
My tears are calling
For an open door
When your arms held me
I never felt that way before
I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching
Under a blue moon
Taste of heaven
Only happens
Once in a blue moon
Do you remember
The wind blew free?
We fit together
So naturally…
I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching
Under a blue moon
Taste of heaven only happens
Once in a blue moon
If the wind closes the door
It will open another
And I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching under the moon
Taste of heaven only happens
Once in a blue moon
Once in a blue moon
Sunday, February 06, 2005
Current Mood: irritated....some ppl ingonring me online & I hate dat!
Current Colour: black (like Always.... duh!)
Current Music: Lost Like Tears in Rain by Fightstar (checkin out Chazzie's new music) ...for Sunshine
Current Annoyance: Being ignored (even by ppl at home... :( sad lerr)
Current Obsession: downloading songs...as usual
Current Physical Ailment: backache n stomach ache (at least I can breath now!)
Hmm... Jaja translated this for me (the English version are in italics)
Untukmu (KRU)
Angin bayu membawa diriku (The gentle breeze takes me away)
Sepintas lalu ku terkenangkan mu (Just a moment have i thought of you)
Memori silam meresap malam (past memories going into the night)
Kenangan bersama tersimpan selamanya (memories together are kept forever)
Walaupun kau pergi jauh dari diri ini (Eventhough u r far away from me)
Cinta ku masih bersemadi di hati (My love for u remains in my heart)
Keyakinan kita 'kan kembali (Confidence that we'll be together)
Menghidupkan semula, janji bara cinta (Reviving the flames of love)
Kita bersama mengejar mimpi (we're both chasing our dreams)
Terpisah sementara ku pasti (separated for the moment)
Suatu hari nanti...cinta kita bersemi (one day our love will come by)
Kembali menerangi mekar di taman hati (brighten the life in our hearts)
Walaupun jauh pandangan mata (althought by sight we're apart)
Ku yakin kau 'kan tetap setia (i am certain that you are still loyal)
Begitulah ku jua...keikhlasan di jiwa (that goes for me, too, honesty in my soul)
Dan cinta ku hanyalah...untukmu (and my love is only for you)
Saban hari diri ku menunggu (day by day i find myself waiting)
Khabar berita dari mu di sana (news from you at the other place)
Gerimis senja kembali reda (?)
Kerinduan di jiwa, kau jadi penawar (missing you, you're my saviour)< Saviour? penawar kan cure?
Rindu ku pada mu tak dapat ku terkata (words on missing you is great)
Setiap saat, waktu bagai terlalu lama (every second and time is too long)
Bila kita kembali bersama (when we get back together)
Hiduplah semula, janji bara cinta (we'll revive the promises of love)
Ermmm... It's sth like dat la... Jaj & I haf to translate it again... This is for someone la... wanna lok 4 new one now... hahhaha... Wud post a brand new version hopefully by tonite... some of the sentences don't complement each other (grammartically etc) and som don't make sense... Proof that translating Malay songs to English isn't sth easy nor is it a 'quality' as d original version... la la la..
going off 4 now... ciao
IGNORANCE ISN'T BLISS
Current Colour: black (like Always.... duh!)
Current Music: Lost Like Tears in Rain by Fightstar (checkin out Chazzie's new music) ...for Sunshine
Current Annoyance: Being ignored (even by ppl at home... :( sad lerr)
Current Obsession: downloading songs...as usual
Current Physical Ailment: backache n stomach ache (at least I can breath now!)
Hmm... Jaja translated this for me (the English version are in italics)
Untukmu (KRU)
Angin bayu membawa diriku (The gentle breeze takes me away)
Sepintas lalu ku terkenangkan mu (Just a moment have i thought of you)
Memori silam meresap malam (past memories going into the night)
Kenangan bersama tersimpan selamanya (memories together are kept forever)
Walaupun kau pergi jauh dari diri ini (Eventhough u r far away from me)
Cinta ku masih bersemadi di hati (My love for u remains in my heart)
Keyakinan kita 'kan kembali (Confidence that we'll be together)
Menghidupkan semula, janji bara cinta (Reviving the flames of love)
Kita bersama mengejar mimpi (we're both chasing our dreams)
Terpisah sementara ku pasti (separated for the moment)
Suatu hari nanti...cinta kita bersemi (one day our love will come by)
Kembali menerangi mekar di taman hati (brighten the life in our hearts)
Walaupun jauh pandangan mata (althought by sight we're apart)
Ku yakin kau 'kan tetap setia (i am certain that you are still loyal)
Begitulah ku jua...keikhlasan di jiwa (that goes for me, too, honesty in my soul)
Dan cinta ku hanyalah...untukmu (and my love is only for you)
Saban hari diri ku menunggu (day by day i find myself waiting)
Khabar berita dari mu di sana (news from you at the other place)
Gerimis senja kembali reda (?)
Kerinduan di jiwa, kau jadi penawar (missing you, you're my saviour)< Saviour? penawar kan cure?
Rindu ku pada mu tak dapat ku terkata (words on missing you is great)
Setiap saat, waktu bagai terlalu lama (every second and time is too long)
Bila kita kembali bersama (when we get back together)
Hiduplah semula, janji bara cinta (we'll revive the promises of love)
Ermmm... It's sth like dat la... Jaj & I haf to translate it again... This is for someone la... wanna lok 4 new one now... hahhaha... Wud post a brand new version hopefully by tonite... some of the sentences don't complement each other (grammartically etc) and som don't make sense... Proof that translating Malay songs to English isn't sth easy nor is it a 'quality' as d original version... la la la..
going off 4 now... ciao
IGNORANCE ISN'T BLISS
Friday, February 04, 2005
Current Mood: dunno 
Current Colour: cyan
Current Music: non (malas to put on any)
Current Annoyance: sleepy, lack of rest
Current Obsession: I-N E E D-S L E E P
Current Physical Ailment: on the verge of collapsing
Finally d tampon report is finished!!! thought i'll never get to d day it'll end. this is also d end of summer course tho coz essay abt Dr. M due on monday... and haf to write abt ppl who ispire me... so i wrote... KRU!!! hahahaha... write so much leh. but good lerr coz I LOVE KRU! anyway, I'm going back to Brunei tonite... at last! rest & sleep & no need to cook & wash after myself... hahahaha... got mum to complain to now... goin back to senadin soon coz need to pack up...
hmm... can online late at nite now... so sum ppl cant escape me... muahahahahaha (dr evil laugh)... Hmm lately i've been really into KRU eh.. & last nite i found one song dat says it all...
Untukmu 94(Norman / Yusry /Edry)
Angin bayu membawa diriku
Sepintas lalu ku terkenangkan mu
Memori silam meresap malam
Kenangan bersama tersimpan selamanya
Walaupun kau pergi jauh dari diri ini
Cinta ku masih bersemadi di hati
Keyakinan kita 'kan kembali
Menghidupkan semula, janji bara cinta
chorus:
Kita bersama mengejar mimpi
Terpisah sementara ku pasti
Suatu hari nanti...cinta kita bersemi
Kembali menerangi mekar di taman hati
Walaupun jauh pandangan mata
Ku yakin kau 'kan tetap setia
Begitulah ku jua...keikhlasan di jiwa
Dan cinta ku hanyalah...untukmu
Saban hari diri ku menunggu
Khabar berita dari mu di sana
Gerimis senja kembali reda
Kerinduan di jiwa, kau jadi penawar
Rindu ku pada mu tak dapat ku terkata
Setiap saat, waktu bagai terlalu lama
Bila kita kembali bersama
Hiduplah semula, janji bara cinta
repeat chorus
Yeah, mimpi yang dikejar telah pun menjadi nyata
Teristimewa untuk anda semua...untukmu...
(I'll translate it tonite... I hope)
Jaja jez gave me another song
A Maudlin Song
Another day pass me by,
I hear the singing of birds die,
I let out a very heavy sigh,
Can love come between you and I?
Love is like a fully blossomed rose that is beautiful,
You have been a friend who've been wonderful,
My life with you have been colourful,
Why have I been such a cowardly fool?
I realised that I am in love with you,
I only hope you feel the same way, too,
I loved you for all that you do,
And it keeps me happy being with you;
Can you see this torture within me?
I could change from who I used to be,
Without you I can't possibly be free,
If only you and I were meant to be...
Gtg now... Curtin gonna haf power trip... Ciao!
Tired kid
Current Colour: cyan
Current Music: non (malas to put on any)
Current Annoyance: sleepy, lack of rest
Current Obsession: I-N E E D-S L E E P
Current Physical Ailment: on the verge of collapsing
Finally d tampon report is finished!!! thought i'll never get to d day it'll end. this is also d end of summer course tho coz essay abt Dr. M due on monday... and haf to write abt ppl who ispire me... so i wrote... KRU!!! hahahaha... write so much leh. but good lerr coz I LOVE KRU! anyway, I'm going back to Brunei tonite... at last! rest & sleep & no need to cook & wash after myself... hahahaha... got mum to complain to now... goin back to senadin soon coz need to pack up...
hmm... can online late at nite now... so sum ppl cant escape me... muahahahahaha (dr evil laugh)... Hmm lately i've been really into KRU eh.. & last nite i found one song dat says it all...
Untukmu 94(Norman / Yusry /Edry)
Angin bayu membawa diriku
Sepintas lalu ku terkenangkan mu
Memori silam meresap malam
Kenangan bersama tersimpan selamanya
Walaupun kau pergi jauh dari diri ini
Cinta ku masih bersemadi di hati
Keyakinan kita 'kan kembali
Menghidupkan semula, janji bara cinta
chorus:
Kita bersama mengejar mimpi
Terpisah sementara ku pasti
Suatu hari nanti...cinta kita bersemi
Kembali menerangi mekar di taman hati
Walaupun jauh pandangan mata
Ku yakin kau 'kan tetap setia
Begitulah ku jua...keikhlasan di jiwa
Dan cinta ku hanyalah...untukmu
Saban hari diri ku menunggu
Khabar berita dari mu di sana
Gerimis senja kembali reda
Kerinduan di jiwa, kau jadi penawar
Rindu ku pada mu tak dapat ku terkata
Setiap saat, waktu bagai terlalu lama
Bila kita kembali bersama
Hiduplah semula, janji bara cinta
repeat chorus
Yeah, mimpi yang dikejar telah pun menjadi nyata
Teristimewa untuk anda semua...untukmu...
(I'll translate it tonite... I hope)
Jaja jez gave me another song
A Maudlin Song
Another day pass me by,
I hear the singing of birds die,
I let out a very heavy sigh,
Can love come between you and I?
Love is like a fully blossomed rose that is beautiful,
You have been a friend who've been wonderful,
My life with you have been colourful,
Why have I been such a cowardly fool?
I realised that I am in love with you,
I only hope you feel the same way, too,
I loved you for all that you do,
And it keeps me happy being with you;
Can you see this torture within me?
I could change from who I used to be,
Without you I can't possibly be free,
If only you and I were meant to be...
Gtg now... Curtin gonna haf power trip... Ciao!
Tired kid
Thursday, February 03, 2005
Current Mood: tired la...
Current Colour: black & red (devil)
Current Music: Careless Whishper (George Michael)
Current Annoyance: haven't study finish 4 exam
Current Obsession: tampons (coz of my stupid unfinished report)
Current Physical Ailment: stomach ache coz I'm drinking cola on an empty stomach (drink since 10 am!)
aargh!!! stomach ache. my fault coz i din bring my wallet & so cant go eat at all... luckily got bring a can of cola... that's d problem. I had cola on an empty stomach. last night i only ate Maggi and also two pieces of bread wid butter & cheese. Hmm.. i just realised everyday this week since monday I had a can of soft drink.
Monday: Pepsi Fire
Tuesday: Pepsi Ice
Wednesday: Pepsi twist
Thursday (today): Coca Cola
Friday (tmrw): dunno yet... goin home to Brunei tho so maybe got more to drink (yaay!!). sugar keeps me happy coz my body process sugar too fast (opposite of diabetic ppl).
Things I learned yesterday & today:
1. dun drink cola when u r hungry... u'll feel like dying (hahaha)
2. nothing hurst so much, nothing hurts like love (Daniel Bedingfield)
3. I have OCD (i think so).. hey, I learned dat yesterday!
4. Yusry used 87 different shots to make the Perpisahan Terasing music video
5. Dat from a certain side view/certain angle Yusry looks like Sunshine (aiyoyo... another one guy who looks like Yusry?!!)
6. It's only 1 cent to SMS my best fren & dat DIGI RULEZ!! hahahaha
7. it takes 3 tries to get something that you really desire. (woo hoo..! so d next crush I haf is THE ONE?? or wud my 3rd try wid Sunshine actually b fruitful...? hahaha)
8. sometimes, telling the truth can hurt you (hahaha.... so now u know y i dun reveal who Sunshine is!)
9. Puppy love does not sucks
10. I AM HUNGRY!!!!
tatata... gtg... ciao
Current Colour: black & red (devil)
Current Music: Careless Whishper (George Michael)
Current Annoyance: haven't study finish 4 exam
Current Obsession: tampons (coz of my stupid unfinished report)
Current Physical Ailment: stomach ache coz I'm drinking cola on an empty stomach (drink since 10 am!)
aargh!!! stomach ache. my fault coz i din bring my wallet & so cant go eat at all... luckily got bring a can of cola... that's d problem. I had cola on an empty stomach. last night i only ate Maggi and also two pieces of bread wid butter & cheese. Hmm.. i just realised everyday this week since monday I had a can of soft drink.
Monday: Pepsi Fire
Tuesday: Pepsi Ice
Wednesday: Pepsi twist
Thursday (today): Coca Cola
Friday (tmrw): dunno yet... goin home to Brunei tho so maybe got more to drink (yaay!!). sugar keeps me happy coz my body process sugar too fast (opposite of diabetic ppl).
Things I learned yesterday & today:
1. dun drink cola when u r hungry... u'll feel like dying (hahaha)
2. nothing hurst so much, nothing hurts like love (Daniel Bedingfield)
3. I have OCD (i think so).. hey, I learned dat yesterday!
4. Yusry used 87 different shots to make the Perpisahan Terasing music video
5. Dat from a certain side view/certain angle Yusry looks like Sunshine (aiyoyo... another one guy who looks like Yusry?!!)
6. It's only 1 cent to SMS my best fren & dat DIGI RULEZ!! hahahaha
7. it takes 3 tries to get something that you really desire. (woo hoo..! so d next crush I haf is THE ONE?? or wud my 3rd try wid Sunshine actually b fruitful...? hahaha)
8. sometimes, telling the truth can hurt you (hahaha.... so now u know y i dun reveal who Sunshine is!)
9. Puppy love does not sucks
10. I AM HUNGRY!!!!
tatata... gtg... ciao
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Current Mood: CRAZY!!!!!!!!
Current Colour: Man utd red (coz I'm wearing d jersey today!)
Current Music: Seksa (KRU)... seksa means tortured
Current Annoyance: Sick of doin tampon case study!
Current Obsession: spelling my crush (ex-crush? wateva) full name to each tile i walk on... sorry la. I got OCD (ObssessiveCompulsive Disorder) I think
Current Physical Ailment: Sleepy la
damn! I'm so sick of typing reports on tampons... so sick dat i even dream of it at nite! tmrw's my finals yet i haf to complete this shit first.
it's so cold in d lab la... til i feel like wanna pee... hahahah... my milo also become milo peng (iced Milo) already. hahahaha...
dunno y I'm writing a few lines per para.... I'm sot (crazy) already. hahahah.... maybe. Curtin's been overworking me.
Mum's mad at me... sort of. First i end my holiday by taking a month of summer course (ending on this friday), then i go back for CNY celebrations then comeback for summer exam, then work wid curtin until semester starts... to think of it, she should. I mean, I'm overworking myself also kan??
dunno la... I like to be with people. I mean it's fun to get to know ppl... eventho u know them for ages. My aim this year is to get to meet/ know one new person per day. Today I met the new Foundation lecturer fr KK, teaching Maths. Nice person, reminds me of my dad's uncle. Tmrw who shall I meet? A cute new student?? heheheh... I dunno.
Am i dat boy crazy? no... Just like to see but not touch. Sunshine was an exception... sth new.But a nice experience tryin to get to know him... *sigh* been dreaming dat he comes back for additional courses... Nice ya?? ;p ;p and dreamt dat he's been nicking my notes (can read my handwriting ka?)
Bugger-ing off now... gotta finish work. :p
Seryna (sleepy & hungry still) << mayb sunshine shud feed me wid marmite wid bread and cornflakes for breakkie... hahaha... I dun like marmite, i prefer borvil la... beef is better!
Current Colour: Man utd red (coz I'm wearing d jersey today!)
Current Music: Seksa (KRU)... seksa means tortured
Current Annoyance: Sick of doin tampon case study!
Current Obsession: spelling my crush (ex-crush? wateva) full name to each tile i walk on... sorry la. I got OCD (ObssessiveCompulsive Disorder) I think
Current Physical Ailment: Sleepy la
damn! I'm so sick of typing reports on tampons... so sick dat i even dream of it at nite! tmrw's my finals yet i haf to complete this shit first.
it's so cold in d lab la... til i feel like wanna pee... hahahah... my milo also become milo peng (iced Milo) already. hahahaha...
dunno y I'm writing a few lines per para.... I'm sot (crazy) already. hahahah.... maybe. Curtin's been overworking me.
Mum's mad at me... sort of. First i end my holiday by taking a month of summer course (ending on this friday), then i go back for CNY celebrations then comeback for summer exam, then work wid curtin until semester starts... to think of it, she should. I mean, I'm overworking myself also kan??
dunno la... I like to be with people. I mean it's fun to get to know ppl... eventho u know them for ages. My aim this year is to get to meet/ know one new person per day. Today I met the new Foundation lecturer fr KK, teaching Maths. Nice person, reminds me of my dad's uncle. Tmrw who shall I meet? A cute new student?? heheheh... I dunno.
Am i dat boy crazy? no... Just like to see but not touch. Sunshine was an exception... sth new.But a nice experience tryin to get to know him... *sigh* been dreaming dat he comes back for additional courses... Nice ya?? ;p ;p and dreamt dat he's been nicking my notes (can read my handwriting ka?)
Bugger-ing off now... gotta finish work. :p
Seryna (sleepy & hungry still) << mayb sunshine shud feed me wid marmite wid bread and cornflakes for breakkie... hahaha... I dun like marmite, i prefer borvil la... beef is better!
Monday, January 31, 2005
Current Mood:
Current Colour: Black, red & blue
Current Music: KRU (Seksa)
Current Annoyance: haf to finish essay & presentation
Current Obsession: Yusry so cute!! la la la (see Terhangat di pasaran vid: d guy in black wid facial hair in a black vest aka singlet [sorry le, i thout I'm British! LOL])
Current Physical Ailment: sleepy & hungry
stress, so stress coz tryin to complete an essay & presentation by 5 if possible. damn. so sleepy i cud fall asleep now. i dun even know how to use capitals anymore... hahahaha.... yeah Yusry is so hott dat i hope this sem got new guy come n looks like him. hahahaha... Hmm... yesterday watch TV got so many cute guys leh... all dark haired, thank you very much. i wonder y my sis like blonds so much... eew... worse is blond chinese guys (if it dun fit them). if fair ok la look like ang mo but if dark... ee-ew!!! hahahah
k la. dunno wat to say. need to do work. missing sunshine so damn much dat i dream of him a lot these dyas. i dreamt he is taking summer wid me & better still once i dreamt he is back for one more sem (for i dunno wat). hahahahah.... geez... i'm obssessed, aren't i? i owe that to over work due to summercourse, stress, hunger & lack of proper sleep or shopping opportunities. hehehe... Ciao!
Sleepy-head
Current Colour: Black, red & blue
Current Music: KRU (Seksa)
Current Annoyance: haf to finish essay & presentation
Current Obsession: Yusry so cute!! la la la (see Terhangat di pasaran vid: d guy in black wid facial hair in a black vest aka singlet [sorry le, i thout I'm British! LOL])
Current Physical Ailment: sleepy & hungry
stress, so stress coz tryin to complete an essay & presentation by 5 if possible. damn. so sleepy i cud fall asleep now. i dun even know how to use capitals anymore... hahahaha.... yeah Yusry is so hott dat i hope this sem got new guy come n looks like him. hahahaha... Hmm... yesterday watch TV got so many cute guys leh... all dark haired, thank you very much. i wonder y my sis like blonds so much... eew... worse is blond chinese guys (if it dun fit them). if fair ok la look like ang mo but if dark... ee-ew!!! hahahah
k la. dunno wat to say. need to do work. missing sunshine so damn much dat i dream of him a lot these dyas. i dreamt he is taking summer wid me & better still once i dreamt he is back for one more sem (for i dunno wat). hahahahah.... geez... i'm obssessed, aren't i? i owe that to over work due to summercourse, stress, hunger & lack of proper sleep or shopping opportunities. hehehe... Ciao!
Sleepy-head
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
~ Take the quiz
Current Mood: depressed... Sunshine has left, Busted Broke up n sum ppl r dissin me...
Current Colour: Hot pink (dunno y)
Current Music: Puppy Love (S Club Juniors) hahaha... ooh now is She Left Me (McFly)
Current Annoyance: Cant finish Malaysian Studies essay coz go writer's block
Current Obsession: Sunshine n sun figure, toys, key chains etc.
Current Physical Ailment: hungry
Take the quiz: '>http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=9337">" "Your Greek Goddess Soulmate (With Pictures) Girls Only">
Goddess Aphrodite
You are most like Aphrodite. As the Greek goddess of love and beauty, Aphrodite holds great power over both mortals and immortals. She is graceful and very caring though vain. Aphrodite is derived from aphros or foam, and thus the goddess was born of this substance. The tale states that the Titan Kronos castrated his father Ouranos, and then cast the severed genitals into the sea. From the foam that gathered around the member, Aphrodite emerged, fully formed.
La la la... Ja, u predicted rite. I GOT Aphrodite... hahahaha... coz I AM vain... but being formed from sumone's d*ck... Eeeew!!!! hahahaha... But of course my love life sucks (coz I ain't go no guy. Sad, innit?) LOL... I think sum day I'll talk like a Brit. Bollocks! ;-p
Monday, January 10, 2005
~ I'm missing u like crazy & it's me driving up d walls...
... but it's time d infatuation should end. Hopefully this would be my last goodbye...
... but it's time d infatuation should end. Hopefully this would be my last goodbye...
(Jeez... I've said that 8 times in d past 2 yrs...!!)
Live gotta go on so i'm goin on & pursue my dreams. After as Jaja & Ai Ling (my best frens) & Puspa (my close fren) said, "There are more fishes in d sea." or as Jaja teased me... "There are more Bee out there..." :-D Someday, i pray, we'll meet. Goodbye for now...
Feeling Pretty Serene Rite Now.....
(*It's sad dat u won't b here 4 my 21st b'day, innit? oh well, i haf the half of Curtin to occupy my day... :-p)
I dedicate this song playin rite now (plug in ur speaker, 4 goodness sake!) to u... :) Friends?
(hey, do this even know it's for him? or know who he is? or worse, hopefully not the wrong person gets d msg... LOL)
*songs in my playlist:
# Infatuation (Christina Aguilera)
# Walk Away (Christina Aguilera)
# Walking In The Rain (a1)
# She Left Me (McFly)
# Sleeping With The Lights On (Busted)
# Without You (Busted)
# Nothing Hurts Like Love (Daniel Bedingfield)
# If There's Any Justice (Lemar)
# How Can I Not Love You (Joy Enriquez)
# Stop (Jamelia)
# Breathe Easy (Blue)
# Guilty (Blue)
# I Cry (Westlife)
# I Cried (Joey McIntyre)
# Too Serious, Too Soon (Gareth Gates)
# You Are My Sunshine... (heheheh...)
Etc... quite a few here...
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)