Thursday, March 25, 2004

Aaargh!!! Fuck fuck fuck!! (sorry for d swearing!!) This is my mo0st embarrassing day in uni!!! Everyone laughed at me & yeah, the lecturer too. Aaargh!!!! Not to mention dat I found out today y sum ppl are so hostile to mee this days. Shit man. dun even wanna look at my face. Just go to hell la. yeah yeah, if u (they) are my fren(s), shud jez tell straight to my stupid face rite?? Aaargh!!! Today, I'm just gonna plain ignore ppl... except those who wasn't there to laugh at me or annoy me...

what's d so at d mo?? Well, my head's playing "WHO THE HELL ARE YOU?"... Hmm...if i wanna use KRU songs, thr are lots...

Yep.... nothing less than a front page
When I go on a rampage
all you can do is to get outraged
It's like screamin' in a cage
Don't start a battle unless you're prepared for a war
A long, long war.... barbaric and raw
Shut that jaw, if you really wanna take on me
I'll be as bad as I can be and you'll be sorry
So wotsup G?
If you're thinkin' what I'm thinkin'
It's the right move sonny boy you betta get goin'
If you're not, it's gonna get hotter than hot
Gotta give your best shot, full stop, dot
Iin a crappy mood... hahaha... Coz I saw a cute guy but I dunno if he saw me... hahahah... Nah, jez in a weird mood la. I'm all sporty today... Hmm, I've a got song stuck in my head... Btw, gotta ciao coz got class...

I'll be waiting (KRU) <<<< change d girl to boy la... hahahahhaha....

Ooh! Baby…..
Once, I had plans
To woo you with sweet love songs
Ooh! Baby….
But time changed my mind
Now I'd just rather talk to you
But as soon as I tried to call you baby
I'll tend to forget what I'm trying to say
Maybe you don't see it the way that I do
The way that I do

IF ONLY YOU KNEW THE TIMES I'VE TRIED
TO LET YOU KNOW I CARE
SOMEDAY I KNOW YOU'LL REALIZE
AND I'LL BE WAITING THEN

Why can't you see
That you mean the world to me
Ooh! Baby
Words can't describe the feelings I hide inside for you
Cause as soon as I try to say it out loud
I stop to think and I start to doubt
Maybe you don't see it the way that I do
The way that I do

IF ONLY YOU KNEW THE TIMES I'VE TRIED
TO LET YOU KNOW I CARE
SOMEDAY I KNOW YOU'LL REALIZE
AND I'LL BE WAITING THEN

Girl…If only I could tell you that I love you
Would you feel the same or would you turn me away
But I hope and I pray that someday you'll understand
Just so you know… I'll be waiting for you then

IF ONLY YOU KNEW THE TIMES I'VE TRIED
TO LET YOU KNOW I CARE
SOMEDAY I KNOW YOU'LL REALIZE
AND I'LL BE WAITING THEN

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Day/Date/ Time: Tuesday, 22/3/04 4.50pm

Song: Forever Blue (Gaz Gates)

Hehehe... in a wacky mood again today... wat to do... U know, life is so weird & annoying... why do i alsways get attention from other guys but one specific guy?? hahaha... I almost wore d same outfit as him today... hahahaha... Hmnm, u know wat? As I said in my friendster, I've been hanging out wid guys too much these days dat I kinda forget how to hang out wid gals... Guess maybe it's time for me to learn how to be friends with guys... Actually, I used to freak out from being frens wid guys coz I was scared I might get attracted to them (hell yeah, dat happen twice only). But man, guys are crazy to hang out wid. Me & Kim, we get bullied by them all the time. But i've learn more abt this 'weird' species more in these 3 week than in my entire high school life... hehehehe

haiya, malas to talk abt guys la. Ya ya, sum 1 'ignored' me but still was looking. watever... I'm kinda in a wacky mood today too coz tomorrow KRU's gonna release a new compilation alb called Relax- a compilation of love ballads & includes two new songs... woo hoo!! new CD to accompany me all day... heheheh.... Sum ppl can't understand how devoted I am to them and how they played a role in shaping who I am this day... To put it into words is just too hard. It's like how ppl can't understand why I'm so into ________. It's inexplainable (is thr such a word?) But basically, I'm weird ok... hhahahahhaha.... Can't wait to haf purple hair then green... hahhaha... I'm a punk gal,man... Busted wud b proud! (Busted: punk rock guys wid crazy hair [mattie] but wears d cools outfits esp Chazzy [suit!! I love men in suits! hehehe) and yeah, the skateboard!) Know u know y I'm so nutty & wacky!

"To be different from other is to be daring to do & be d unimaginable..." hahahhaha... dat was crap.
"To be our ownself is to dare to be different!!"

K, gtg... wanna go soak up d sun rays... I need SUNSHINE... hahaha... both types... nah, I just need to even out my tan... it sucks these days due to d rainy season in d past months... Ciao...

Impossible Princess... :P 5.11pm

Monday, March 22, 2004

Hmm... in a weird mood now... ( Freak Me is playing in my head) I am when I c a cute guy around... a certain one?? Not gonna say... hahaha... Hmm, actually still pretty traumatised by Kuliah cinta coz dat movie, tho it isn't d best of films, reminds me of my life... hahahaha.... Kuliah Cinta means "Love Lecture" hehehehe.... Maybe I should apply to transfer & maybe it'll be like the movie's ending... hahahaha.... today too I'm in flirt mode & cheeky mode... well, I feeli like teasing people & annoying people... (Some guy couldn't stop looking... hey, u dun even bother to talk to me last week!!!! hehehehe) In d political kinda mood coz d national elections was yesterday (hav't got d results yet) & today's d first day of d Curtin Student council (i wanted to run but I'm just too busy these days... :( hehehe)

"The trouble of love is...." hahahaha... Love suck man coz there ain't no love for me... hahahaha... i hope my frens love me...hahahaha... Just hope they dun try to change me or try to make me do things I dun wanna do......... coz... let's say, been there done dat to sum of dat.... I'm in a mushy mood now....

"the room is empty, the lights are dim, and my heart wonders, if I'll ever see you again... my tears are hungry for an open door......... I'll be waiting & I'll be watching under a blue moon, taste of heaven only happens, once in a blue moon...."

hehehhe... told u i'm in crappy mood..... The cool weather contributes to it too... kinda mellow-ish mood ma... Well, when gals see cute guys they'll be like dat rite? hehehe.... I'm Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered bah... :P cannot meh?? ;P

He's a fool and don't I know it
But a fool can have his charms
I'm in love and don't I show it
Like a babe in arms

Love's the same old sad sensation
Lately I've not slept a wink
Since this half-pint imitation
Put me on the blink

I'm wild again
Beguiled again
A simpering whimpering child again
Bewitched bothered and bewildered am I

Couldn't sleep and wouldn't sleep
When love came and told me I shouldn't sleep
Bewitched bothered and bewildered am I

Lost my heart but what of it
He is cold I agree
He can laugh but I love it
Although the laugh's on me

I'll sing to him each spring to him
And long for the day when I'll cling to him
Bewitched bothered and bewildered am I

Men are not a new sensation
I've done pretty well I think
But this half-pint imitation
Put me on the blink

I've sinned a lot
I'm mean a lot
But now I'm like seventeen a lot
Bewitched bothered and bewildered am I



Hehehehe... K, Princess signing out... Ciao... Gonna go out to look 4 a prince charming... There are no gentlemen left on Earth!! well, can really find any here in Curtin... hahahhaha...

Impossible Princess (Monday 22/3/04 4.33pm)