Song: Burn (Usher)
Mood: Uncertain
Mood Ring: Pink- uncertainty (hahaha....)
Physical: sore jaw from clenching, holding back tears and insults and sarcasm

a stranger,
so gd looking,
sitting opposite me
in a cold & quiet room...
alas, he's but a stanger......

avoidin my gaze
hiding his face in his arm...
am I dat scary??

U'll never knew how much u hurt me
doin wat u did...
wat an insult....
i'm disappointed, really am...

i hope
some day
we would be
friends
again

Sad Princess.... disappointed

Mood: dunno. NUMB, i guess
Song: Burn (Usher)
Physical: Neck & Back aches, red eyes from holding back tears

aargh!!!!!!!!!!!! Just say I'm sorry ok. so so so sorry. Mayb coz i annoy u so much or wateva. if i did anything wrong, i just wanna say i'm sorry. even if i din, i'd still like to say i'm sorry...

Change song : Anytime (I miss you) by Brian Mcknight

i wish this sem never happened... wish i could be like last time... july/august/september 2003... best 3 months of my life.... haiya, maybe i was a bad fren la... wateva... or maybe coz i suck in writing poetry n dat u dun wanna b associated wid a crap poet... hehehhe... i dunno. just wanna say sorry.......... :(


BURN (Usher)

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think you're gonna change
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby
I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same
find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
We know that it's through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn


Sad & Depressed Princess....

wah syok man... last nite we went to watch cabin fever... dat was a crap movie. but only 5 of us went : farisan, shenton, linda, kim & I. d others watch super sapiens... we finished early & while waiting for them we played wid those huge box posters in d cinema - pushing them around- and also d shopping troley- linda sat in it & we pushed he around!! hahaha.... oops... gtg...got class!! to be continued.........

I'm sorry, so sorry...
Can u give me one more chance...

Haiya!! shit la. y m i singing d stupid Britney song?? hahahaha... Just feel kinda bad & guilty like wat I've been for d past 19 days.... :( anyway, it's damn cold here in d comp lab. later goin out wid d gang... hehehehe... Think might be watching a horror movie... aargh!!! hehehhe... ciao!

Xtreeeemelyyyy COLD Princess

so sick, so sick. love sick? maybe, maybe not. miss someone? yeah, maybe not... wat's wrong wid me? so indecisive!!! am i crazy? yeah, maybe. just lolok at my hair... hahahaha... i'm using multi coloured rubber bands. sum ppl hate it. But who cares?

I dun wanna b just another gal with long limp hair walking around in t-shirt & jeans wearing sports shoes. hell, wat is the use of FASHION/CLOTHES/SHOES if we can't enjoy. I dun wanna b just another simple gal. I wanna be SERENA. Be who I wanna b. Being a girl means having fun with clothes, shoes, make up... watever. Doesn't mean I dun go clubbing I'm a spoil sport or boring!! I'm SICK of ppl TRY TO CHANGE ME & FORCING me TO DO THINGS I DON"T WANNA DO!!!! Let me be me!! I've my own principals! it's like forcing a vegetarian to eat meat, u know!!! I wanna be different!! Individualism & originality!


~One-of-a-kind Princess~

Aaargh!!!!! got flu d whole day. Media journalism lab is just so damn cold!! to make things worse, media room (G2 106) is almost as damn cold!!


Sick Princess.

P/S: Why r u still ignoring me??? (U know who u r) hehehe...


P/S: to d cute guy (if u r reading this u know who u r if u read d previous post... :P) why dun u come over & talk to me instead of just looking from afar? ;)

AAARGH!!!!!!!!!!! So brain dead. I gotta finish d story 4 SMS hunt soon but I got a migrain. plus I'm damn sleepy. Was up til 4 coz I had to do Kim & Farisan's hair & then mine. So gila man. I finished mine at 3.30am! Today's d CEM first game & our team mostly wore Red (me? Red t-shirt, nails, leather string bracelet, socks, lipstick, blusher, rubber band & yeah, my Man Utd bottle... hahahaha) & WE WON the paper plane origami. We had the furthest flyin planes... woohooo!!! Oh yeah, I had a red cap too but obviously it'll spoil my hair (Kim, Farisan, Linda & I haf twisted cornrows) so I kept it in d bag. sum ppl want me to do it 4 them... hahaha. not all gals, but d guys want d hairstyle too... so tiring la. one hour each orr... that's just 6 row & only half head...

Oh yeah, got my mood ring, which at d mo is mixed colour: pink & green meaning I'm active but I'm uncertain(yeah, d story).ooo... now change to purple.... meaning I'm feeling pretty sensuous now... hahaha... well, considering d song I'm listening to dat really REMINDS me of someone. hmm, some guys been acting weird around me these days. some go all their way to avoid me, some give me extra attention & yeah, one is really weird coz he's been ignoring me - if he isn't avoidin mr- but been caught looking at me... hahaha.. Hey, i'm private property, no starring... hahahahah.... Yeah, charlie said too one pretty cute guy was starring at me... hahahaha... to think of it, yeah, he's pretty cute but nah, I won't stand a chance. But it was weird when charlie was asking abt me liking a guy wid specs or not. (well, if i were blind i wouldn't be able to see, so dun matter much la...) Seriously, the guys (my gang) haf been picking on me a lot man... teasing me a lot abt EVERYTHING, from bodily functions & propotions to how i eat & walk. Sheeh guys... aren't u bored doin that yet? but it's fun hanging out wid d gang coz at least it makes me forget my troubles/problems.

One more thing. Farisan bought a walkie talkie & kim too... now practically all of us are getting one. cool isn't it? imagine d amount of credit i save... hahahaha.... too bad it can only cover a 3km range... imagine using it to talk to nong in kuching!! hahahah.... d mood ring's turning blue : relax, calm or lovable. hahahaha... Bah, gotta finish d story... it sucks though. hehehehe.... :P


Sunshine :P

Princess goin' 2 slumber land

Hey gals... U shud read Seventeen mag April issue (Malaysian edition) coz it has lots on boys... hahaha... my fav part? Best friend to Boy friend... hahahaha... cool man. it's typical for girls to ignore boys bcoz of dat... hahahaha... wonder if I know anyone dat experienced dat... ;)

wat am I to say? Life's a big mess. being independent has it's ups & downs... I mean, what I did was to cacth with time. no one told me anything but since we haf to finish it ASAP I just went ahead. Now they r mad at me. First of all, why choose a day when ppl r busy? I had to sacrifice. not that they knew. U know me. These past months I've learned a lot abt being independent. but the bad side of it, I tend to be TOO independent, esp when things dun start moving when they should. I've realised, since JCW, if ppl dun do their work, fine, forget it. I'll do it. that's d problem. ppl dun like it. but i cant stand it if I really wanna do sth, esp if I HAVE TO, and i'm not doing it. Now I'm the enemy. Aargh!!!!!! how can I turn things around?? It isn't my fault when ppl go missing, isn't it?

then thr's sum1... A fren. he's been ignoring me for 1 whole week. Okay, fine. Sorry I ignored you last week. but thr's a reason why ok. U shud know how is it like when girls start ignoring guys... U kinda scare me. I dunno why. ppl change... maybe coz thr seems to b sth different but I dunno wat. Sorry, sorry, sorry ok... but that day... it hurt when u seem to be looking but look away when I look... Huh... must be payback time... oh well, lets kiss & make up... Life's too short.