Wednesday, February 16, 2005

Current Mood: Okie okie la
Current Colour: Man Utd red coz I'm wearing d jersey & my devil site is red also!
Current Music: Always (Atlantic Starr)
Current Annoyance: wah so hard to understand html
Current Obsession: changing d blogs lyout & background etc...
Current Physical Ailment: neck ache & back ache coz stare at comp too long

Hey, jez wanna say I've finished changing d blog layout thingy... dunno wat error exist. sorry la. Sorry also coz clutter. Anyway, I got this from blogskins.com. Thanks to the person dat created this. =)

Btw, Jaja & I haf decided to public-ize (whatever) our nutty blog, which haf been dead for nearly 1 year. hehehe... well, gtg. Need rest coz my neck really ache & my head is giving me problem... tired la. U know what, once I start modifying my blog, i won't stop til I'm so bored of it or too busy. Plus, I've not updated my website so soon my mind would be thr...

So, ta ta for now... Still haf not decided to go for the interview tmrw or not... hahahaha... Hey, next week got new students coming in. Wonder got cute guys ka?? hahahha... hmm, too young la! I'll be like at least a year to 4 years older!! hahaha... I'll leave 'liking-younger-guys' sindrom to Jaja, Ai Ling & my sis. hehehehe. neway, Ciao!

Seryna

*Abel, Iqqy & Tiang, do u wanna change d background for d CV! site? I mite not do it but we can discuss la, k. Btw, I'm gonna give Jae access too. Okie?*

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

JUST A NOTE... I'M CHANGING D LAYOUT OF MY BLOG SO BEAR WITH I YA... CIAO. LAB CLOSING NOW. ;-)

Seryna

Monday, February 14, 2005

Current Mood: still ad & in desperate mood
Current Colour: Black!!
Current Music: Puupy Love (so? it's valentine's)
Current Annoyance: I still cant see the phone screen!!!!!
Current Obsession: I need a PHONE!!
Current Physical Ailment: mad!!!

To all the nice ppl in this world, please visit these site & grant my wish... hey, i forgot to put phone in it!

http://froogle.google.com/shoppinglist?a=SWL&id=432cecbabc6d8acebec63bd7fa829773ca6f1

Seryna...
Current Mood: Mad!
Current Colour: Black
Current Music: Nothing Hurts Like Love (Daniel Beddingfield)
Current Annoyance: My phone's screen gone Kaput... cant read my SMS!!
Current Obsession: i dunno...
Current Physical Ailment: Sleepy & toothache

I NEED TO BORROW A PHONE!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY PHONE DROPPED FROM THE TABLE (RITE AFTER CURTIN CALLED ME, D@MN!) AND STH IS WRONG WID THA SCREEN & NOW IT'S BLANK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO PLEASE, NICE PPL OUT THR.... CAN I BORROW A PHONE IF U HAF EXTRA(S)?? PLEASE?

Seryna.... (please phone me, not sms coz I cant read it now...)


Dear cupid...
On this Valentine's Day please send me a cute guy to share the feast I haf prepared. However, if you can't meet my demand, can you please send me an angel in disguise to lend me a phone? Please... Of course, it's better if you can strike someone with a caompassionate arrow and make them feel sorry for me so that they would buy me a new phone... (flutters eyelashes...) Just a nice phone... A Nokia, of course. It'll be nice to have on of the newer models, thank you very much... heheheheh... Thank you... You are so nice... ;-)

Love always,
Seryna XXX

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hahahaha... yes, I'm nuts!! the lack of phones is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!! I NEED A PHONE!!! IT'S KILLING ME NOT KNOWING WHO SMS ME... I HAF 2 UNREAD SMS NOW!!! It could be someone who SMS to say sorry for treating me like shit all of last sem... Who knows... :( God, please help me!!!

Sunday, February 13, 2005

VALENTINE’S DAY 2005

MENU

Aperitif/ appetizer
Corn & Potato Salade (Salad)

Entrée (first Course)
Champignon soupe (Mushroom Soup... amazing how a lil French flair can make it sound grand!)

Plat de résistance (main Course)
Pâtes in tuna sauce (pasta in tuna sauce, la!)
Prawns in tomato and egg sauce
Black pepper beef


Plat sucré/ dessert
Chocolaté Fruits & marshmallows
Chocolaté & caramel ice-cream

Boire
White grap sparkling juice


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hahahah.... above is my Valentine's Day menu... I dunno if my French is correct or not... D computer tend to change english to French after i wrote Entrée... hehehehehe....

anyway, the English version are in the brackets.

Haf a swell Valentine's Day

Seryna....

Saturday, February 12, 2005

It’s 2.25am. I’m supposed to be doing a movie marathon but I’m doing this instead. Well, I sort of start my movie marathon I watch Simply Irresistibleo n tv3 then the news then a docu-movie (sorry, only a term we media ppl know. hehehehe…) on fishes. Yeah, yeah. I know… I hate fish but dat doesn’t mean dat I cant watch dat rite? I mean, if ppl hate war so much, nwhy do wr movies sell so well? If I dun haf bf, why bother watch romantic films? Hehehehehe… see what i meant?

Anyway, I’m listening to once in a blue moon on repeat mode. I LOVE this song! And I really love the movie it came from… SIMPLY IRRESISTIBLE!!!! Yeah, I jez watch it like 4 ½ hours ago… but it’s not the first time… it’s like the fifth (yes, 5th!) time. Used to watch on HBO but it rarely goes on air… damn! I love dat movie! It’s about a girl who’s cooking make ppl feel her emotions. This guy fell in love with her after eating her cooking… her caramel éclairs. (hmmm… yum yum.) I’ve never eaten caramel ones but chocolate ones are at the top of my favourite food. Especially the ones in Empire Hotel, Brunei! Anyway, her cooking is magical and one thing leads to another… but I really love the way that the story develops. I mean, I dunno how to explain… but it’s so damn cool u know, that one person’s cooking can cause magic… it’s like they can suddenly be surrounded by vanilla flavoured smoke-like thingy when they eat her vanilla flavoured food. Her éclairs can make ppl fall in love (the guy’s secretary and the guy’s boss, other customers, etc). when they kiss, this couple would float… it’s d magic of love. Yeah yeah… I blabbing nonsense here. Ppl might not see why I love this movie but yeah, I do. It takes oneself to discover it themselves. Bleh :-p

Anyway, one of my favourite lines from the movie is “if the wind closes the door, it would open another...” it’s also in the lyrics of Once In A Blue Moon. In the movie the girl’s restaurant almost haf to close down but then the guy came and eat in this place and she can suddenly cook… like a miracle coz she used to suck. Then he was hooked to her cooking… to cut things short, in the moddle of the movie one day her éclairs become so famous and her restaurant become packed and successful…

In life, it’s true sometimes the wind closes the door, but do new stop and think that it might open another. Ppl claimed that “it is better to have loved and lost than never loved before”. I dunno la. Not been thr or done that yet. But I know, it’s better to haf crushed and lost than never to crush before… heheheheh… ;-p life is so full of opportunities. I few lose out on one, thr are still others for us, maybe even better ones. Maybe that is just life… I dunno. Maybe they ::are:: better fishes out thr. More beautiful butterflies flying around… when we find the right one, we will know… it’s like buying shoes… you can try on 1000 pairs of shoes but not liked any of them, even if it’s the most exclusive and beautiful Manolo Blahniks of Jimmy Choos on earth. But once you find the right one, you just know it. Even if it’s the normal Bata shoes or Vincci sheos. Coz you just know it. I dunno how to explain this. Yeah, it’s crap.

Anyway, I dunno when would this be posted. Most likely on Monday, 14th February 2005. another lonely year, alone with no one to celebrate. Even if it’s with friends for a movie or sth. Well, no one called so far. It’s a miracle if I can get flowers or a card… more of a prayer answered and a miracle if it’s someone I really fancy ( Charlie Simpson aka Charlie Busted/Fightstar, Sunshine, all d cute guys I fancy… do u hear me?? hehehehe…) maybe I’ll have another movie marathon. I do that a lot lately, it seems so. Either that or a book reading marathon (like 2-3 books in one night. Thick ones) well, both ::are:: educational anyway. Books for knowledge, to improve language and also for inspiration. Hehehehe… movies for entertainment, observation and education (well, taking Mass comm in film & TV production pays, innit? Tho most of the movies are romance… hahahaha… never mind. What is life without romance, eh?

Well, gotta sleep now, I guess. My eyes are partially blurred now… tired la, coz I’ve not slept much these 2 days. (my neighbor not sleeping yet ka? The door keep on creaking open n close. So annoying la!). Exams r over and done (YAAY!!) and I dunno when exactly I start work. Aqll I know is that I haf another interview for I dunno what (not connected to my job) on Thursday. Jeez, I still haf popcorn stuck on my teeth.. eew… better brush teeth again… hehehehe… anyway, gotta go. Below is the lyrics for Once In A Blue Moon… (which after this round is finish, is the twelve time I listen to it while writing this)

Seryna.

P/S: happy Valentine everyone!! ;-)


Once In A Blue Moon…

The room is empty
The lights are dim
And my heart wonder
If I’ll ever see you again?

My tears are calling
For an open door
When your arms held me
I never felt that way before

I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching
Under a blue moon
Taste of heaven
Only happens
Once in a blue moon

Do you remember
The wind blew free?
We fit together
So naturally…

I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching
Under a blue moon
Taste of heaven only happens
Once in a blue moon

If the wind closes the door
It will open another

And I’ll be waiting
And I’ll be watching under the moon
Taste of heaven only happens
Once in a blue moon

Once in a blue moon

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Current Mood: irritated....some ppl ingonring me online & I hate dat!
Current Colour: black (like Always.... duh!)
Current Music: Lost Like Tears in Rain by Fightstar (checkin out Chazzie's new music) ...for Sunshine
Current Annoyance: Being ignored (even by ppl at home... :( sad lerr)
Current Obsession: downloading songs...as usual
Current Physical Ailment: backache n stomach ache (at least I can breath now!)

Hmm... Jaja translated this for me (the English version are in italics)


Untukmu (KRU)

Angin bayu membawa diriku (The gentle breeze takes me away)
Sepintas lalu ku terkenangkan mu (Just a moment have i thought of you)
Memori silam meresap malam (past memories going into the night)
Kenangan bersama tersimpan selamanya (memories together are kept forever)

Walaupun kau pergi jauh dari diri ini (Eventhough u r far away from me)
Cinta ku masih bersemadi di hati (My love for u remains in my heart)
Keyakinan kita 'kan kembali (Confidence that we'll be together)
Menghidupkan semula, janji bara cinta (Reviving the flames of love)

Kita bersama mengejar mimpi (we're both chasing our dreams)
Terpisah sementara ku pasti (separated for the moment)
Suatu hari nanti...cinta kita bersemi (one day our love will come by)
Kembali menerangi mekar di taman hati (brighten the life in our hearts)

Walaupun jauh pandangan mata (althought by sight we're apart)
Ku yakin kau 'kan tetap setia (i am certain that you are still loyal)
Begitulah ku jua...keikhlasan di jiwa (that goes for me, too, honesty in my soul)
Dan cinta ku hanyalah...untukmu (and my love is only for you)

Saban hari diri ku menunggu (day by day i find myself waiting)
Khabar berita dari mu di sana (news from you at the other place)
Gerimis senja kembali reda (?)
Kerinduan di jiwa, kau jadi penawar (missing you, you're my saviour)< Saviour? penawar kan cure?

Rindu ku pada mu tak dapat ku terkata (words on missing you is great)
Setiap saat, waktu bagai terlalu lama (every second and time is too long)
Bila kita kembali bersama (when we get back together)
Hiduplah semula, janji bara cinta (we'll revive the promises of love)


Ermmm... It's sth like dat la... Jaj & I haf to translate it again... This is for someone la... wanna lok 4 new one now... hahhaha... Wud post a brand new version hopefully by tonite... some of the sentences don't complement each other (grammartically etc) and som don't make sense... Proof that translating Malay songs to English isn't sth easy nor is it a 'quality' as d original version... la la la..

going off 4 now... ciao

IGNORANCE ISN'T BLISS

Friday, February 04, 2005

Current Mood: dunno
Current Colour: cyan
Current Music: non (malas to put on any)
Current Annoyance: sleepy, lack of rest
Current Obsession: I-N E E D-S L E E P
Current Physical Ailment: on the verge of collapsing

Finally d tampon report is finished!!! thought i'll never get to d day it'll end. this is also d end of summer course tho coz essay abt Dr. M due on monday... and haf to write abt ppl who ispire me... so i wrote... KRU!!! hahahaha... write so much leh. but good lerr coz I LOVE KRU! anyway, I'm going back to Brunei tonite... at last! rest & sleep & no need to cook & wash after myself... hahahaha... got mum to complain to now... goin back to senadin soon coz need to pack up...

hmm... can online late at nite now... so sum ppl cant escape me... muahahahahaha (dr evil laugh)... Hmm lately i've been really into KRU eh.. & last nite i found one song dat says it all...

Untukmu 94(Norman / Yusry /Edry)

Angin bayu membawa diriku
Sepintas lalu ku terkenangkan mu
Memori silam meresap malam
Kenangan bersama tersimpan selamanya
Walaupun kau pergi jauh dari diri ini
Cinta ku masih bersemadi di hati
Keyakinan kita 'kan kembali
Menghidupkan semula, janji bara cinta

chorus:
Kita bersama mengejar mimpi
Terpisah sementara ku pasti
Suatu hari nanti...cinta kita bersemi
Kembali menerangi mekar di taman hati
Walaupun jauh pandangan mata
Ku yakin kau 'kan tetap setia
Begitulah ku jua...keikhlasan di jiwa
Dan cinta ku hanyalah...untukmu

Saban hari diri ku menunggu
Khabar berita dari mu di sana
Gerimis senja kembali reda
Kerinduan di jiwa, kau jadi penawar
Rindu ku pada mu tak dapat ku terkata
Setiap saat, waktu bagai terlalu lama
Bila kita kembali bersama
Hiduplah semula, janji bara cinta

repeat chorus

Yeah, mimpi yang dikejar telah pun menjadi nyata
Teristimewa untuk anda semua...untukmu...

(I'll translate it tonite... I hope)

Jaja jez gave me another song

A Maudlin Song
Another day pass me by,
I hear the singing of birds die,
I let out a very heavy sigh,
Can love come between you and I?
Love is like a fully blossomed rose that is beautiful,
You have been a friend who've been wonderful,
My life with you have been colourful,
Why have I been such a cowardly fool?
I realised that I am in love with you,
I only hope you feel the same way, too,
I loved you for all that you do,
And it keeps me happy being with you;
Can you see this torture within me?
I could change from who I used to be,
Without you I can't possibly be free,
If only you and I were meant to be...


Gtg now... Curtin gonna haf power trip... Ciao!

Tired kid

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Current Mood: tired la...
Current Colour: black & red (devil)
Current Music: Careless Whishper (George Michael)
Current Annoyance: haven't study finish 4 exam
Current Obsession: tampons (coz of my stupid unfinished report)
Current Physical Ailment: stomach ache coz I'm drinking cola on an empty stomach (drink since 10 am!)

aargh!!! stomach ache. my fault coz i din bring my wallet & so cant go eat at all... luckily got bring a can of cola... that's d problem. I had cola on an empty stomach. last night i only ate Maggi and also two pieces of bread wid butter & cheese. Hmm.. i just realised everyday this week since monday I had a can of soft drink.

Monday: Pepsi Fire
Tuesday: Pepsi Ice
Wednesday: Pepsi twist
Thursday (today): Coca Cola
Friday (tmrw): dunno yet... goin home to Brunei tho so maybe got more to drink (yaay!!). sugar keeps me happy coz my body process sugar too fast (opposite of diabetic ppl).

Things I learned yesterday & today:
1. dun drink cola when u r hungry... u'll feel like dying (hahaha)
2. nothing hurst so much, nothing hurts like love (Daniel Bedingfield)
3. I have OCD (i think so).. hey, I learned dat yesterday!
4. Yusry used 87 different shots to make the Perpisahan Terasing music video
5. Dat from a certain side view/certain angle Yusry looks like Sunshine (aiyoyo... another one guy who looks like Yusry?!!)
6. It's only 1 cent to SMS my best fren & dat DIGI RULEZ!! hahahaha
7. it takes 3 tries to get something that you really desire. (woo hoo..! so d next crush I haf is THE ONE?? or wud my 3rd try wid Sunshine actually b fruitful...? hahaha)
8. sometimes, telling the truth can hurt you (hahaha.... so now u know y i dun reveal who Sunshine is!)
9. Puppy love does not sucks
10. I AM HUNGRY!!!!

tatata... gtg... ciao

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Current Mood: CRAZY!!!!!!!!
Current Colour: Man utd red (coz I'm wearing d jersey today!)
Current Music: Seksa (KRU)... seksa means tortured
Current Annoyance: Sick of doin tampon case study!
Current Obsession: spelling my crush (ex-crush? wateva) full name to each tile i walk on... sorry la. I got OCD (ObssessiveCompulsive Disorder) I think
Current Physical Ailment: Sleepy la

damn! I'm so sick of typing reports on tampons... so sick dat i even dream of it at nite! tmrw's my finals yet i haf to complete this shit first.

it's so cold in d lab la... til i feel like wanna pee... hahahah... my milo also become milo peng (iced Milo) already. hahahaha...

dunno y I'm writing a few lines per para.... I'm sot (crazy) already. hahahah.... maybe. Curtin's been overworking me.

Mum's mad at me... sort of. First i end my holiday by taking a month of summer course (ending on this friday), then i go back for CNY celebrations then comeback for summer exam, then work wid curtin until semester starts... to think of it, she should. I mean, I'm overworking myself also kan??

dunno la... I like to be with people. I mean it's fun to get to know ppl... eventho u know them for ages. My aim this year is to get to meet/ know one new person per day. Today I met the new Foundation lecturer fr KK, teaching Maths. Nice person, reminds me of my dad's uncle. Tmrw who shall I meet? A cute new student?? heheheh... I dunno.

Am i dat boy crazy? no... Just like to see but not touch. Sunshine was an exception... sth new.But a nice experience tryin to get to know him... *sigh* been dreaming dat he comes back for additional courses... Nice ya?? ;p ;p and dreamt dat he's been nicking my notes (can read my handwriting ka?)


Bugger-ing off now... gotta finish work. :p

Seryna (sleepy & hungry still) << mayb sunshine shud feed me wid marmite wid bread and cornflakes for breakkie... hahaha... I dun like marmite, i prefer borvil la... beef is better!