Randomness

Current Mood: random
Current Colour: blue
Current Music: Time is on our side (NKOTB) do you think I'd ever listen to anything else now?
Current Annoyance: I need my NKOTB fix!! Craaaaving...
Current Obsession: NKOTB
Current Physical Ailment: I hate food. lol

Random. Random. I just wanna blog. It is odd. I don't usually bother to blog for months but this month is a record! Blame NKOTB! lol...

Probably coz I'm feeling pretty hormonal... lol... Not that my hormons have been stable but lately it has been better than it has been for the past 1 year! LoL... My skins is almost flawless (don't look at the blackheads on my nose... they are almost gone...), my hair actually grew faster than usual and it freakingly much fuller and silkier now. And the best of all... I'm actually losing weight!! Yaaay!!! LoL...

What this have got to do with NKOTB? Well, for starters, I've been much much happier now, laughing and giggling a lot (thanks to all the crazy stuffs I read on nkotb.com) and also been in such a dreamy mood that I barely got time to snap at ppl even when I am stressed and over worked (except that time when I had a panic attack coz of a dateline... I was cursing like mad, feeling abt to faint/ blackout and on the verge of jumping down the building! LoL). I have a new crush (hahahha...) and major crushes like this leads to very good doses of endorphines and stabilises my hormons (LoL)...

ok ok... I'm crapping here again. but at 12.42am who wouldn't? I just need to wait for my manicure to dry then i can sleepzz... hmm... If i type sleepzz in my msn, a picture of Jonathan sleeping pops up... LoL...

I'm really into this 80s thing since January la... I have a bunch of Jem and the Hologram cartoons on my laptop, i have a couple of 80s inspired/ style tops, my nails have been pretty bright coloured (now it's hot pink, toe nails are bright electric blue), been buying big bangles and earrings... listening to NKOTB songs (LoL)... luckily my hair is still normal... my perm didn't work! LoL... Never mind... I have two sets of crimper........ lol.... Been getting 80s style tips from mum! LoL....

hmm... I've been "LoL-ing" a lot lately... as well as ROFLMFAO.... must be a little high on endorphines... lol... Or mayb I'm just showing my age again. LoL... I was talking to my 3rd boss in my office & I said somethings which sounds so odd in the office... kinda slang-ish and he was laughing... he's not that much older, same age as Joe but I think I do sound like a teenager...LoL.. which, I'm afraid (despite my NKOTB obsession) isn't that long ago (LoL... how old should one be to be considered NOT a teen? 20? Then 19 isn't that long ago... It's like 5 years ago! LoL)

Do I miss my teens? probably. I had a crappy teenage years in brunei 15 1/2 until 17 1/2 then i moved out to uni... the worse 2 years of my life probably was then or 2006 after i graduated and bummed at home looking for a job and had no friends... :( Now? Still pretty crappy-ish but I am just waiting for the right man to sweep me off my feet and i will follow him to the ends of the earth... LoL... a KNIGHT in shinning armour (a suit would be fine) on a white horse (or in a white car/ plane...)LoL....

Hmm... It's 1.12am.. really late. My manicure has set so I'm Off to sleep... Do drop a note in my guest book ok... and do comment if you want to (just click the comment link below). gd nite... yawn... i know wat and who I want to dream of tonight....

NKOTB DAY!!! (dedicated to NKOTB...lol)

Current Mood: Estatic & unbelievably high (stil haven't eaten all day)
Current Colour: Orange (again)
Current Music: Happy Birthday by NKOTB! (LoL) followed by more NKOTB songs
Current Annoyance: I wish I can sit in Starbucks LA all day long *wink, wink*
Current Obsession: NKOTB!!!!!!
Current Physical Ailment: Not feeling hungry but a little high coz lack of food!





24 April= NKOTB Day!! Wheee... lol..





So, all Blockheads out there, Let's Paaar-taay!! LoL.



Seriously, I'm partying alone tonight. LoL.. Just came back from work at6.30 (now's 7.32pm) and my parents went out. Came home and sat in front of my laptop listening to NKOTB mp3s... lol... As I had pledged! (more about that later). Brrr... a bit chilly here. My air conditioning is on high and well... I'm not exactly dressed. LoL... I'll shower after I blog. LoL

So, NKOTB Day... Someone asked what will I do to celebrate it. Well, cant exactly go out celebrating coz I don't personally know any fellow Blockheads in Brunei, which is weirs since the whole population here (est 391,450 in 2007) is definitely much smaller than the whole of Boston (est 590,763 in 2006)! lol...

Anyway, as part of NKOTB Day, I had pledged on nkotb.com to:

1. Vote for NKOTB at least 24 times here (oops... I voted 62 times! lol);




2. Influence my friends to vote;




3. Dedicate a blog post to NKOTB (nothing new, my last few posts were already abt them);




4. Listen to NKOTB songs at work, at home, in the car, in the shower (LoL), and anywhere else possible on my mp3;




5. Change all my mobile ringtones, message tones, reminder tones and alarms to NKOTB songs;




6. Change all my mobile phones wallpaper to NKOTB pics;




7. Change the wallpapers of the 3 laptops and 2 PCs at home to NKOTB related pics;




8. Change my MSN/Gtalk usernames;




9. Watch NKOTB videos (I just watched 2 parts of the E True Hollywood Story)




10. and etc which I have yet to come up with...

So someone asked me, why is NKOTB so great? I'm like, they are the father of all boyband, they are more successful than any other boybands (hmmm... did the word boyband even existed before them?), great music, fun, crazy crazy people (LoL), yummy looking (i kind of have a crush on all of them but nah, Jon's THE ONE... LoL), erm... I could go on forever... Hey, they were my 1st love (musically) and Joe was once my 1st crush (way, way, way before I ever saw Yusry.. LOL) that no one ever knew (ever wonder I ALWAYS like dark/ dark-ish/ reddish wavy/curly haired guys?)


K, what else to blog on NKOTB?? -break. shower first-


Back. I have no freaking idea... They llok hot in suits (ahh... I love gorgeous men in suits). They have funky dance steps. Their music is good for the mind, body and soul (to release stress or day dream, to dance/exercise, to Rejuvenate the soul -music therapy- etc...LoL). Okay, I've coming up with crap now.


NKOTB reminds of fun times as a child. Makes me all excited to revisit my childhood. BUT now they are much older, reminds me of why I think music is so great (if I had the talents, I wouldn't have majored in Film Making, instead I'd take Music... LoL). Music should be fun, not a popularity contest/ beauty contest. Of course that did play a factor in the success of of NKOTB but for me, it's all about the music (and Jonathan... ;p), the dance, the live shows (seen the vids but dying to go to at least one), the videos and perhaps, the merchandise (Len, you know what I want for my b'day- which is same as Jordan's... LoL).


Did I ever have a NKOTB merchandise? No. A NKOTB cassette (old school ma)? No, but I did have a "Greatest Hits" CD, which I have to hunt for in my room. Did I ever meet them? No, except in my dreams, unless I did meet D, D or Jon but din recognise them... LoL.


What got me excited was the whole phenomenon of them getting back together, the new music, the upcoming tour (please please PLEASE come to South East Asia!! I know Brunei has only 0.00001% of osting them, though). Maybe new merchandise? LoL... (it's like taboo to mention it to some ppl... LoL). Or maybe the fact that Jonathan reads the threads in the NKOTB Community? (eeek... Pretend you did not see the Jonathan's Mile High Club or stuff about Jonathan's Elevator Shaft! {or what I said!} LoL)

Hmm... I don't know. I just LOVE, LURVE NKOTB. New Kids On The Block Rocks!!


*Oh ohoh, she's my covergirl....*


-Shit! I have bruises on my body... Did I knock on another table today? or... what did I do in my sleep last nite? Karate?-


Back to blog... Dial up really sucks but right now that's all I've got (not worth getting eSpeed when you don't know whr u'd be in 10 mths time... Mayb Boston, perhaps? )


Ok I seriously have nothing to say abt NKOTB coz I can't express it in words!!! So just go to NKOTB.com and here to know more...

Oh Crap..

Current Mood: OMG
Current Colour: RED
Current Music: This One's For The Children (NKOTB)
Current Annoyance: Oh crap... I can't concentrate on my workCurrent Obsession: NKOTB
Current Physical Ailment: absentmindedness, breathlessness and loss of appetite (I swear I've lost a few pounds in 1 week)

Oh Crap! I just put a link to THIS blog in my comment to Jonathan's blog. Crap. Dieee... Wonder if there are any embarrassing stuffs in HERE. lol... Anyway, been feeling like crap the whole day at work. Depression soon sunk in (can't be PMS, that's over 2 weeks ago) but at lunch I logged on to nkotb.com and I saw sth that almost made me cry the tear I've been trying not to shed the whole morning. Kinda cheered me up. And I'm thankful for that. Could concentrate a little better after that and I had a silly grin on my face. But thank God me n Jul were not in the mood for double entre talk online today... lol...

Anyway, Jonathan's Blog (I really need to figure out how to do all this RSS stuff... LoL)



xoxox

Current Mood: WHOAH!! Semi shocked/ semi turned on... hahahaha...
Current Colour: Orange baby, orange.
Current Music: You Got It (Right Stuff)
Current Annoyance: Dial up so slow la
Current Obsession: NKOTBS (need I repeat? lol)
Current Physical Ailment: Still pretty dazed! hahaha...

Ok, I left my internet on while I went to sleep coz I was loading a video on youtube and dad woke me up at 5.45am screaming "why is the internet still on??" Lol.. oops. supposed to off it at 4.30... lol...

So in my dazed and sleepy condition I walked to my laptop and check it has finished loading. Since It was done so I watched it at 5.45am... It's the Hangin' Tough Live VHS (thanks to you tube it's digitized!) and was part 5, singing Right Stuff... Suddenly at around 5:15 my eyes opened wide and I was like OMG!! hahahah... Love 6:20 tho. lol... hahahah... "The party is just starting"

Can you handle 5 times? (Uh oh... give it to me baby! I think thr's more than 5 times thr!)

What the...??

Lol... my sis just told me the weirdest/funniest comment/insult/compliment...

Apparently, last year when she went back to Kuching she met my supestar fren Stanley outside the church and he asked her the weirdest thing:

He asked me if I was a model in Brunei!

hahaahahah... WTF??

Then he started laughing coz he could not believe it. LoL. and ran to church coz he was late.

Weird. Me a model? LoL... I'm too short la. But if HE who is shorter (and fatter) than me can be a superstar, then maybe I have hope... and the rest of humanity!! LoL...

I dunno if i should be offended or amused... as of now I feel weird and confused at what made him said that. LoL. Oh no... don't tell me he saw my Bodyshop session photos.... die... lol...

P/S: still cant believe my mum is so addicted to watching him on TV everyday. LoL... hahahah... he's still d guy who liked to bully my sis (like hitting her with the hanger and scaring her with a live but dazed bat!), who liked a couple of my frens (and I tried to matchmake them...lol) and is always shorter than me. lol...

Wrote this from 12am-2am, Friday morning.

Current Mood: "overstimulated" lol. hahaha...
Current Colour: Orange...damn, I watched that vid of a live show whr someone wore an orane shirt n it's stuck in my head! lol...
Current Music: I'll be Missing You Come Christmas by NKOTB- I dunno who though. But i feel so lonely now… :'( and other NKOTB songs... on repeat mode for 2 week & counting!
Current Annoyance: Not inspired
Current Obsession: NKOTB and Jonathan...woooo
Current Physical Ailment: sleepy n tired n... only Jul knows. lol


Aaargh!!!!!!!! I'm like supposed re-design the flyers for the church camp for KOOL & YDM and I'm seriously out of ideas!! If I can put NKOTB photos and write about my beloved JJJDD (as Jul & I call them)- Jon, Joey, Jordan, Donnie & Danny (yeah in that order!) or Double D Tripple J or Triple J DD or... nevermind! I can do that with flying colours. But sadly I'm so uninspired… Damn, even my spelling, grammar and punctuation suck but coz I'm typing this in Word, spell check can check me. Lol

Realistically, I'm been a 'mess' these 13 days since the announcement. Oh wait, since I got the email from nkotb.com on 1 April (it's 31 March in US then) I've been like a kid! I didn't stop squealing for a week like a 5 yr old (think I became a fan at 4 or 5 when I moved back to Kuching)! And don't mention work, I'm pretty zonked out (P.A.s should never, never do that!) and a couple of people have caught me smilling or grinning to myself (Jul knows that without seeing me coz I tell her what I read… lol) and someone said I'm in love. Lol. Yeah, with NKOTB! Lol… Not to mention that I finally lost my appetite to eat (my 'dinner/super' a can of tuna is on the table now and it's half eaten only) so I've been having these weird diet.

• Monday- only dinner.
• Tuesday- lunch and dinner.
• Wednesday- only dinner.
• Thursday- lunch & supper.

Lol… Tomorrow, eh later, I'll be going for lunch with Lina and I reminded her I'm 'semi-vegetarian' at the moment- I only eat vegetables and seafood- and am on a diet so no pigging out for me. Lol. I've been eating so much over the last few years. Depression and boredom was the main cause la. Depression caused mostly by two people who I used to be damn close to (no, my then crush did not contribute to this depression) and seriously I got so inferior complex-ed and probably went cuckoo. Hahaha… just kidding! Lol.

But all is fine now. A little inferior complex still lurking around but I'm coping. I have to, in my line of job. With people I know and am comfortable with I can be loud and chatty but with strangers I can be pretty shy, which is weird since in uni I was so in-your-face! Lol… hahaha…
Oooh… I forgot to continue for ½ hr. chatting with Jul lah! Lol… Ooh… Joe looks so young in d Please Don't Go Girl video. The original coloured one (need to llok 4 the link one day). He looks 10!! Hahaha…. Hide it (the video) Joe! LoL… Jonathan looks so thin there. He needs a woman to feed him! (I'm single, what's your number? Lol)

Damn… another ½ hr gone. Lol.. Busy chatting with Jul again. Lol.. (and d/l Jonathan's pics. Yum! Sorry Joe, you are my 2 now… lol) hmm… my mind is so easily distracted lately. Lol… Now feeling sleepy. Think I'd sleep for a while then wake up to continue the flyers. So no mood la. I need a massge. Hmmm… wonder who I have in (my filthy) mind… lol….

Gtg & zzz before i wake up to finish my 'task!

"Special project"!!!!!!

Current Mood: Syok sendiri (erm... how to put this in English? I'm just smiling to myself n grinning like a nut... in Coffee Bean!)
Current Colour: Black
Current Music: Please Don't Go Girl (Live) by NKOTB (Music Video from a show... damn cheesy... 80s cheesy that I love it!)
Current Annoyance: I wish I have such great connection at home
Current Obsession: NKOTB aka New Kids On The Block, downloading stuffs
Current Physical Ailment: Lack of sleep + stiff neck coz of spending too much time online doing my 'special project'

So a few ppl know I've been doing a 'special project'... for the past 6 days. lol.. So here it is... A NKOTB blogskin!! Lol... hahahaha...

My friend aka Juliana think's I'm obsessed. Lina probably thinks I'm crazy. lol...

This is my first self made blogskin so please be very forgiving... hehehehe... Over the next few day/ weeks there will be some little changes to the layout or pics (depending of there are anything new on NKOTB's Official Flickr site.

Anyway, wanna share some videos. I so wish I could in New Jewsey for their first concert on MY BIRTHDAY!!! lol... dream on... But I'd love to have NKOTB merchandise for my birthday ya... LoL...


NKOTB Stay Tuned!



A Little Buzz



NKOTB- Thank You!

What would the weirdest...

Current Mood: sleepy (n freaking out, my boss is back tmrw)
Current Colour: pink
Current Music: You Got It (Right Stuff) by who else? NKOTB
Current Annoyance: Y cant I find d pics that Papa need??
Current Obsession: Duh. As if u need to ask ... NKOTB
Current Physical Ailment: sleepy, squinting now. lol

What would be the weirdest song for NKOTB to sing after 22 years? I thought of it either when i was half asleep in bed or in the shower, can't recall.

My picks are those from the first album:

3. Angel

2. Popsicle

1. I Want to be Love By You ( hahahaha...)


Why I wanna be loved by you? Read this and tell me that u did not try notL laugh imagining mid 35-39 yr old men sing this:


I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you

Hi, I’m danny, and I’m a taurus,
And I wanna be loved by you.
Do you wanna be loved by me?
If you do, check this out.
Aaaaah....
Sounds good to you, don’t it?

Oh baby, I just got to let you know
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you

I’m jon, and I’m a sagittarius
And I really, really wanna be loved by only you
And I want you to only love me too.
And if this is the way it’s gonna be, girl, then check me out

I wanna be loved by you, baby
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you

Yeah, I know, I know, I’m young....
I might be young, but I’m not too young to let you know how I feel.
I’m Joe, and I’m a capricorn.
And if you can relate to that, then check this out.

Oh, girl, I wanna be loved, loved by you baby
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you

I’m donnie, a loveable leo
And rather than tell you how I feel,
I’m gonna sing it for you,
babyI wanna be loved by you girl
I wanna take you by the hand and make you understand

I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you

Well, I guess they saved the best for last
I’m jordan, and I’m a taurus
And if you think you know everything about me,
then check this out

I wanna be loved by you baby, by you baby
I wanna be loved by you
I wanna be loved by you

LoL. Cheesy. It'll be so weird to hear them sing, esp Joey (then Joe) sing Yeah I'm young... hahahah....

Ok. Off to bed now... & dream of going to NJ on my birthday. Darn it, I live so far away! (Jon is hot too)

NKOTB! NKOTB! NKOTB!

Current Mood: estatic & squealing like a 5 year old!!
Current Music: Baby I Believe in You (NKOTB!!)
Current Annoyance: NKOTB not stopping by Brunei!!! :'(
Current Obsession: NKOTB NKOTB NKOTB
Current Physical Ailment: losing my voice coz squealing too much!


OMG!! Think blog is so 4 days late! hahahah... On Tuesday morning d first thing I saw in my inbox was an email from nkotb.com... Eeeek!!! Opened it and... NKOTB was gonna do a show + annoucement on Friday... Eeek!! NKOTB's finally coming back???

And yes!! They are!! eeek! so many many news n blogs abt them today. I'm still squealing coz I cant get over it! heheheh... Weeeeeee.... lol... OMG OMG OMG I adore NKOTB!! lol... was so addicted to their cartoons...lol.. and who can forget "Step by Step, oooh baby" and "I'll be loving you forever" hahahhaha... OMG I LOOOOVE NKOTB.

Cant wait for their new album! Btw, anybody wanna offer to get me NKOTB merchandise (not opened yet at time of blogging) ??? heheheh... My birthday is just next month! Never thought I'd say this to anyone, but yeah, NKOTB was my first favourite even before KRU. LoL.. Btw, who can get me ALL the NKOTB albums??? I WANT!!! lol....

P/S: Eeek! Joey is still hot! lol... hahahaha... Sorry Yusry, Milo, Wentworth, Shayne, Gareth etc etc...