Current Mood: sleepy but insomniac
Current Colour: blue!
Current Music: the hum of the computer
Current Obsession: I didn't know insaniquarium got so many bonus levels!

Okay, i wrote this like an hour ago when my sis wanted to use the line... (Trivia is below)

Today was kinda an unusual day... First it rained cats & dog... but on & off! One minute i'd been looking at the clear sky & loading the wahing machine, the next minute it rained! then when i was half was cooking lunch, it stopped. then when I had lunch it started again! Aaargh!!! I barely could hang the wet clothes! Anyway, after lunch I managed to rush doing the dishes, finish 1 load of laundry, hang them, start another load of laundry, mop the kitchen floor and showered within 1 hour!
Why did I rush to do that in 1 hour? Coz at 2pm I followed my dad to his office to do some work. Kinda to help him out la coz the had some kinda talk/semi8nar/ whatever kinda session the whole day. What did I do? I design a few samples of car passes for the church members! hahaha... yeah, the church is under demolition now for reconstruction. However we still have church services at the parish hall. The passes are for car that dropping off th elderly or for wardens or musicians to load their stuffs... really, this kinda sound complecated to u all izzit? Nah, we just use the other gate ajoining the flat next door but since they've got security guards there, so need passes la. Of course I didn't do that only la.. I made registration forms too! hahaha... actually the initial passes took me about 10 mi8nutes to9 make nya... but then i modified la. Haiya, nothing much la. Just utilising what I learned from My days as a CV-ian (Curtin Volunteers la) and SOAR Advisor. Sorry to say, didn't actually learn much as Student Ambassador.. Most of it I've learned as a SOAR and the rest was biasa la... work behind the counter in the office. hell though coz the other students think we haf 10 hands and can work really fast & know evrything and correct everything even if it's their mistake. hahaha... anyways, that's just crapping about the Good Old Days...

Talking abt CV... Sadly, we've been inform that Abel our Advisor is no longer working in Curtin. Daryll, did you send the email to me by mistake? Anyway, all the best for CV as they now seek for a new Advisor to lead them. I'm sure Daryll and the CV-ians especially the EX-COs would get another dynamic leader to lead them as Advisor. hehehe...Sorry ya, I can't do anything since I'm only th Ex-Officio... hehehe...But whatever problems that exists, I'm sure there are ways to solve it. Been there, done that. Still remember the days when only 3 of us ladies ran CV with a little help from our friends and Abel... Well, CV wasn't exactly started by 3 of us, as the story usually goes. It was 5 of us but only 3 of us remained active in CV up to the day of our 1st major event- Beach Cleaning. And the rest is history.. hmm.. some day I gotta put some of the pics up...
The next year I was put as Event co-ordinator... not that i wanted it but as we were delegating jobs and positions to our first real committee, I was some how left out & suddenly Abel said "Serena, you be the Event Coordinator." Terkejut beruk, dek! Working with the first ever committee was fun, exciting & challenging. Those guy & girls were all friends of our... in fact, we ended being the First family la... SAmeen was the dad & I was 1st wife, my cousin Fiona was 2nd, president Debbie was 3rd, then there was Barke etc.. yeah, there were 'kids', in-laws, grandkids, great grandkids... etc. Don't be surprise u hear ppl calling me grandma or popo or auntie! hahaha...

I love those days & I love u all! hahaha... back then I was way thinner, had a massive crush on some hottie in uni (hehehe... Sunshine. Dunno he remember I'm alive or not), busy juggling my studies & CV, etc etc.. I stil remember walking to uni on a scorching hot Sunday afternoon (2pm!) in black slack, black top & high heels! hahaha... back then I lived further down from where I lived for the last 2 years.. walked there copz there's no bus & I had to got o uni to make sure everything has been se up, kinda have a briefing to my friends and watch footie! hahaha... Managed to bump into the pillar watch some guy! hahaha... even curi curi go to the hostel to change my clothes then emerge to watch the football match & cuci mata! hehehe... Got la something happened 2 days before that... I love rainy days!! hahaha... ;p ;p ade la...

Sigh... how time has passed! 3 years worr!! so long ago!! now getting older la... Kinda bored a lot these days coz lack of things to do. Hmm... John did ask me to9 help with some things tho... hmmm... need to crack my brains to get those info bro... Anyway, enough of reminising (betul ka spelling?), back to business...


OUR TOPIC FOR TODAY IS... FIFA WORLD CUP!

Records and statistic from FIFA World Cup records

• Largest margin of victory: Hungary 9-0 South Korea, 1954; Yugoslavia 9-0 Zaire, 1974; Hungary 10-1 El Salvador, 1982
• Most goals scored in a World Cup qualifier: 31, Australia 31-0 American Samoa, 2002 qualification.
• Most World Cup tournaments, player: Antonio Carbajal (Mexico, 1950-1966) and Lothar Matthäus (West Germany and Germany, 1982-1998), 5
  Most World Cup match appearances, player: Lothar Matthäus (Germany), 25
• Most goals scored, player, career: Ronaldo (Brazil 1994-2006), 15
• Most goals scored, player, tournament: Just Fontaine (France), 13, 1958
• Most goals scored, player, match: Oleg Salenko, 5, Russia vs Cameroon, 1994.
• Fastest goal from kickoff: Hakan Şükür, 11 seconds, Turkey vs South Korea, 2002
• Fastest goal during qualification: Davide Gualtieri, 8 seconds, San Marino vs England, 1994 qualification on 17th November 1993.
• Most consecutive wins by a coach in World Cup finals: 11 Scolari with Brazil 2002 (7) and Portugal 2006 (4)
• Most consecutive wins by a team in World Cup finals: 11 Brazil - 2002(7)-2006(4)
• Youngest player to appear at a FIFA World Cup: Norman Whiteside: 17 years and 41 days Northern Ireland vs Yugoslavia, 1982.
• Youngest player to score a goal: Pelé, 17 years and 239 days, Brazil vs Wales, 1958
• Oldest player to appear at a FIFA World Cup: Roger Milla, 42 years and 39 days, Cameroon vs Russia, 1994
• Oldest player to score a goal: Roger Milla, 42 years and 39 days, Cameroon vs Russia, 1994
• Most cards shown in a match (yellow and red): 16 yellow cards and 4 red cards, Portugal vs Netherlands, 2006 (referee: Valentin Ivanov). Also this was the most red cards given out in a game which was 4.
• Previous record for most red cards given out in the world cup was 22 red cards in 64 matches in the 98' World Cup in France. On June 25 the total red cards in Germany 2006 is 23 red cards in 52 matches.

hahaha...ok... now i've 'educated' everyone on some World Cup Trivia, it's time for me to go to bed... Good nite, babes!

P/S: Tomorrow... Formula One Championship Trivia!

Current Mood: dunno
Current Colour: blue & purple
Current Music: whatever is playing on Channel V
Current Obsession: Insaniquarium

Ok more things to "lower" our IQ... hehehehe... Today we read useless trivia... I got it from here.

• A rat can last longer without water than a camel.
• Your stomach has to produce a new layer of mucus every two weeks, otherwise it will digest itself.
• The Declaration of Independence (the very official copy in the Rotunda of the National Archives) is written on parchment, not paper.
• The dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle.
• A raisin dropped in a fresh glass of soda will bounce up and down continually from the bottom of the glass to the top.
• A female ferret will die if it goes into heat and cannot find a mate.
• A 2x4 is actually 1-1/2" x 3-1/2" .
• 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals.
• Every person has a unique tongue print. (Like cows eh!)
• The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor who had red eyes. He was an albino.
• 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled.
• During the chariot scene in 'Ben Hur' a small red car can be seen in the distance.
• On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents daily.
• John Wilkes Booth's brother once saved the life of Abraham Lincoln's son. Irony.
• Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister.
• Chocolate kills dogs! Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system. A few ounces is enough to kill a small sized dog. (U wanna try? PETA wud kill u!)
• Daniel Boone detested coonskin caps.
• Playing cards were issued to British pilots in WWII. If they were captured, the cards could be soaked in water and unfolded to reveal a map for escape.
• Most lipstick contains fish scales. (Eeew...)
• Dr. Seuss actually pronounced Seuss such that it sounded like Sue-ice.
• Ketchup was sold in the 1830s as medicine.
• Leonardo da Vinci could write with one hand and draw with the other at the same time.
• During the California Gold Rush of 1849 miners sent their laundry to Honolulu for washing and pressing. Due to the high costs in California during these years it was deemed more feasible to send the shirts to Hawaii for servicing.
• American Airlines saved $40,000 in 1987 by eliminating one olive from each salad served in first class.
• The number of possible ways of playing the first four moves per side in a game of chess is 318,979,564,000.
• Upper and lower case letters are named 'upper' and 'lower', because in the time when all original print had to be set in individual letters, the 'upper case' letters were stored in the case on top of the case that stored the smaller, 'lower case' letters. The proper term for upper case letters is "majuscule" and for lower case it's "minuscule".
• The question mark came from a monk habit of writing the Latin word for question, quo, at the end of sentences. Over time, the letters were written vertically to save space and morphed into the ? we write today. Similarly, the exclamation point came from the Latin word "Lo", meaning something important that should be heeded. (Lo and behold...)
• Wellfleet, Massachusetts has the only town clock in the world that strikes ship's time. (Rings every half hour, to a maximum of 8 rings at the end of each four hour period.)
• There are no words in the dictionary that rhyme with the words orange, purple, or silver, or month.
• The numbers '172' can be found on the back of the U.S. $5 dollar bill in the bushes at the base of the Lincoln Memorial. (New or old? Not sure. Probably the old one.)
• The very first bomb dropped by the Allies on Berlin during World War II killed the only elephant in the Berlin Zoo.
• There are four cars and eleven lightposts on the back of a $10 dollar bill.
• Scissors as we know them today (well, pretty much) were invented in Rome in about 100 AD (or CE, if you want to be politically correct).
• If one places a tiny amount of liquor on a scorpion, it will instantly go mad and look like it is stinging itself to death. It spasms a lot. (Quite sadistic, innit?)
• Most scorpions will glow under black (ultraviolet) light. (really?)
• Bruce Lee was so fast that they actually had to SLOW a film down so you could see his moves. That's the opposite of the norm.
• If you have three quarters, four dimes, and four pennies, you have $1.19. You also have the largest amount of money in coins without being able to make change for a dollar.
• The first CD pressed in the US was Bruce Springstein's 'Born in the USA.'
• The mask used by Michael Myers in the original Halloween was actually a Captain Kirk mask painted white.
• The first product Motorola developed was a record player for automobiles. At that time the most known player on the market was the Victrola, so they called themselves Motorola.
• Roses MAY be red, but violets ARE, indeed, violet.
• By raising your legs slowly and lying on your back, you can't sink in quicksand. One should carry a stout pole while travelling in quicksand country...when placed under one's back, it helps one to float out of the quicksand. (Those ppl dat wanna go to Deserts, pay attention!)
• Casey Kasem is the voice of Shaggy on Scooby-Doo.
• Celery has negative calories! It takes more calories to digest a piece of celery than the celery has in it to begin with.
• Charlie Chaplin once won third prize in a Charlie Chaplin look alike contest.
• In Gulliver's Travels Jonathan Swift described the two moons of Mars, Phobos and Deimos, giving their exact size and speeds of rotation. He did this more than one hundred years before either moon was discovered.
• Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying!
• Sherlock Holmes NEVER said, "Elementary, my dear Watson." For that matter, Sherlock Holmes never existed in the first place. But the address where he supposedly lived, 221B Baker Street, still gets a lot of fan mail. I am told that there is a desk there that has the sign "Secretary to Mr. Holmes".
• An old law in Bellingham, Wash., made it illegal for a woman to take more than 3 steps backwards while dancing. (WTF??)
• Birds have the right of way on all Utah highways.
• Sharon Stone was the first Star Search spokesmodel.
• The glue on Israeli postage stamps is certified kosher. (Ignorant ppl: It's kinda like Halal but for Jews la)
• The Guinness Book of Records holds the record for being the book most often stolen from public libraries.
• Astronauts are not allowed to eat beans before they go into space because passing wind in a spacesuit will damage it.
• The number one selling CD in history is the third Beatles anthology. It recently beat out the Eagles' "Their Greatest Hits." (not sure wat year this was compiled eh!)
• Bats always turn left when exiting a cave.
• If you drop a penny off of the Empire State Building, it will be going 106 miles per hour (terminal velocity) when it reaches the ground. Something moving this fast may actually cause head injuries if it lands on you. (OUCH!!)
• The original Winnie the Pooh was a real live bear found outside of Winnipeg, Canada, hence the name Winnie.
• Francis Bacon died in his attempt to find a better way to serve food. He caught a case of pneumonia while attempting to stuff a chicken with snow. Ironically, the chicken survived the ordeal.
• Dachshunds were originally bred in 1600 to hunt dachs, which is German for badgers. (Historically speaking, 1600 was a slow year.)
• Houdini's real name was Ehrich Weiss.
• The first zoo in America was in Philadelphia.
• Laser is actually an acronym for "Light Amplification by Stimulated Emissions of Radiation."
• The world's first passenger train made its debut in England in 1825.
• If you hate our "QWERTY" keyboard layout, blame Christopher Sholes. He changed it from the original in 1873 to lessen the chances of the keys jamming.
• Napoleon III suffered from ailurophobia, which is a fear of cats.
• Escalator is one of many words that were originally trademarks but have become ordinary words found in dictionaries. Some other words which were originally trademarks and have now passed into common use are aspirin, autoharp, band-aids, breathalyzer, cellophane, Coke (in some areas, at least), corn flakes, cube steak, ditto, dry ice, dumpster, formica, Frisbee, granola, gunk, jeep, kerosene, Kleenex, mace, nylon, ping-pong (also an onomatopoeia: words that sound like their meanings; words that give sound effects, such as "buzz," "hiss," "plop," "pow," etc.), popsicle, Q-tip, rollerblade, rolodex, Scotch tape, sheetrock, spandex, styrofoam, tabloid, thermos, trampoline, yo-yo, xerox, and zipper.
• The citrus soda 7-UP was created in 1929; "7" was selected because the original containers were 7 ounces. "UP" indicated the direction of the bubbles.
• Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there. Also, the powder on the bark of a quaking aspen tree works as a mosquito repellent.

So, if u wanna read more... just go to the website... Coz thr's not much to write abt my life rite now, each day or every other day i'm gonna post something new I found online k. Maybe a website, a trivia, jokes, stories, etc... u get it... But, now & then I'd definitely gonna blog abt what's going on around me la... if it is sth to talk abt. For now, ciao!

Current Mood: weird out
Current Colour: blue
Current Music: the hum of d comp & cars outside d flat
Current Annoyance: sleepy, bored
Current Obsession: insaniquarium... last bonus level of bonus level 4!!
Current Physical Ailment: hungry?

Ok... today I'm gonna lower ur IQ with these unanswered qeustions. I love this site that I got it from.. It's crazy! Read more here.

Ok, here's some of it!

• Why do "cool" and "hot" mean the same thing?
• If you sneeze and fart at the same time, does a vacuum form in your stomach?
• Why does triangularly cut bread taste better than square bread?
• Does a baby feel the umbilical cord being cut off?
• Is it legal to name your kid "Anonymous"? (hahaha...)
• Why is it that no matter what color of bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white?
• If you have a pet with 2 heads do you have to name both heads?
• Why can't liquor freeze?
• If you dig a hole in the south pole are you digging up or down?
• How come they don't add the time that we were in our mom's to our age?
  
• Why do people squint their eyes when they can't see? Wouldn't that just make it less space to see out of?
• Why do we have to pay a toll on "freeways"?
• Why do they call them pepperoni if there is no pepper in it?
• How old does something have to be to become an antique?
• Can a school teacher give a homeless child homework?
• Why do they say "an alarm going off," if it is really going on?
• Do babies produce more spit than adults? (eew...)
• How come French fries are not considered a vegetable, they are just deep fried potatoes? (Ya, bah!)
• Do cows have calf muscles?
• Why is shampoo clear but conditioner not?
• If conjoined twins participate in sports, do they count as one or two players?
• If a singer sings their own song during a karaoke party, is it considered karaoke?
• Why do mattresses have designs on them when they're always covered with sheets?
• If you died with braces on would they take them off?
• If a person suffered from amnesia and then was cured would they remember that they forgot?

hahaha... there's more to come tmrw...

Current Mood: bored, sleepy
Current Colour: black
Current Music: something on mtv
Current Annoyance: boredom
Current Obsession: trying not to b bored, insaniquarium to keep me sane
Current Physical Ailment: nothing, just plain bored

yeah, u got it. i'm bored of being bored. what more can I say? Anyway, I'd complete my 'updating' these few days. Something's wrong with my tag board.Planning to start blogging regularly again... that is if something interesting do happen in my boring life right now...

P/S: Do u know:
Nicole Kidman just got married.
David Beckham scored England's only winning goal against Ecuador.
Fernando Alonso won the Canadian Grand Prix.
A few days ago, Cadburry England recalled more than a million specific choclates for fear that they may be contaminated with salmonella or something like that. Read it here.

Current Mood: bored n pissed coz my comp is crazy
Current Colour: darkl magenta
Current Music: The Faders (PLug In + Play)
Current Annoyance: hungry all the time. unemployed (damn!)
Current Obsession: html, MySpace, Glitter Graphics
Current Physical Ailment: always hungry at 3am!

So, I'm bored. I can't sleep coz my tummy's growling (no, not eating anything now). Anyway was surfing around & found this at my sister's blog (~*LuvSickz*~). It's from her friendster.

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR EX IF YOU COULD?
* do i haf one? hmmm.. nope. ex crush got la but i dun think so. bet we won't ever meet again in our life. last saw him in Dec 2004.

2. WHAT KIND OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
* my dark magenta tie-dye dress... rady for bed. lol..

3. HAVE YOU MADE OUT WITH ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
* Nope.

4.HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
* out of 300? erm.. most of them.

5. DO YOU HOLD GRUDGES?
* not often. unless u hurt me badly, insulted or hurt my family or frens, backstab. yeah. "Hell hadth no fury like a woman wrath"

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANNA HAVE?
* used to want 6 but then, giving birth is so scary! eee... maybe 4? entah..

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH BOTH YOUR PARENTS?
* yeah. tho they can be 'heated' moments. if my sis is d noise maker of the family, i'm the troublemaker. troublesome la. hahaha... and i'm like BBC or CNN can talk nonstop. always have something to say like in my handwriting analysis here cant help it.

8. DO YOU MAKE OVER 40K A YEAR?
* i wish! i'm an unemployed recent graduate. do u think my mom pay me to do the dishes and laundry, cook, n clean the house?

9. NAME ONE SONG OR SONGS YOU CAN RELATE TO RIGHT NOW:
* Jump by the Faders (see the lyrics here), Can't Break Through by Busted (see the lyrics here) and Just A Kid by Simple Plan (well yeah, I wait for ppl to call but my so called frens n 'family' from uni... huh. it's like the line's been cut the day i got my final results.)

10. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT TO HAVE BESIDES THE ONE THAT YOU HAVE?
* My name's fine.

11. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
* Do u think I'm Crazy?? No way!

12. WHAT IS YOUR MOTHER'S NAME?
* Cecilia

13. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BDAY?
* u really wanna know? U won't believe it.

1. came home from uni (spent d nite in d computer lab doing unappreciated work) at 7.30am
2. skipped classes coz of a splitting headache and lack of sleep
3. kinda "dragged" out of bed by a fren who took me fod lunch at Pizza Hut but can really eat coz
4. I got a bad cold
5. went to a meeting late coz of traffic jam n no one know or remembered my b'day. got dirty looks though.
6. went to meet my group members abt some production work they were in bad mood (think dat day the lecturer was mad at our group. i think coz i skipped class n discussion abt our production thingy. my fault la. i was sick remember?) so i just kept quiet. (guess no party eh?)
7. went home and watch VCD (to cheer me up) but
8. fell asleep
9. two friends convinced me to haf dinner with them at Leez Cafe
10. went home and slept around 9.30-10pm. sad.

some birthday ya? and it was my 21st.

14. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
* 1.05 am coz got driving class

15. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT TWO NIGHTS AGO?
* online surfing n chatting.

16. HOW MANY EX'S ARE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
;p

17. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
u think i'm crazy or sadistic ka? of course not. my hair is precious. spend more on my hair than shoes these days.

18. FAVORITE CITY?
* home sweet home- Kuching

19. FAVORITE COLOR?
* purple, black n blue.

20. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO?
* sleep? pass my driving (it's tiring la doing parking for 1 hour... i parked like 6-10 times today!), lose weight, graduation!

21. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM?
a few hours ago before she went to bed. erm like 6 hrs ago....

22. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR SIBLINGS?
* my sister and brother? if i didnt, who will entertain me with lame jokes (my sis) or play playstation or computer games or fight with (my bro)? plus, as lame as she is, my sis can understand my sick/lame/weird/sarcastic jokes n sense of humor. most of the time

23. WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
be less nicer (is my grammar rite?) and me meaner to ppl who r mean to me. don't be a softie (if i fight with my siblings, they usually physically injure me but i can't do so. weird)

24. IF YOU HAD $250,000...HOW WOULD YOU SPEND IT?
* i wanna go UK! Shop, shop, shop. hey it say $ so of course it's more than RM rite? woowee... if it's US$ it's almost RM1 MILLION!! buy jimmy choos n manolo blahnik shoes, lots of clothes, bags, make up etc... then give some of those to my family n frens. donate some of the money to charity too... and pay tuition fees at London Film School or New York Film School!

25. HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?3
* unemployed? since i finished my finals on 10 February 2006 at approx 10.40am. Being a pain in the ass? since i was born.

26. LAST PERSON YOU CALLED?
* eek... dunno. either mom or dad.

27. LAST THING YOU ATE?
* kuih sepit (dunno how to explain it... local food)

28. YOUR FAVOURITE MONTH?
* December! coz it's holiday and christmas!!!!!!!!!hahaa

29. LEAST FAVOURITE MONTH?dunno...

30. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING YOU BORROWED FROM ANYONE?
*erm, mum's tie dye dress coz mine are all in the laundry? hey... i like wearing dresses at home bah

31. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES RIGHT NOW?
* my sis said i was getting on hers, so i'd say it's her too. yeah. my sis is. good 2 shoes

32. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
* Gmail, Friendster, MySpace, KRU, Contact Music, etc...

33. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
Mabel Friday morning

34. LAST PERSON MAKING YOU SAD?
* dunno. can get sad suddenly one.

35. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
* maybe... yeah.

36. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINKS?
* coffee... it's alcoholic to me coz it makes me woozy and too much of it can make me tipsy. seiously. once after 8 cups, i couldn't walk straight and talked in a slur and laugh a lot. also too much soft drink= sugar overdose= laught a lot (mostly alone)

37. NAME ONE THING YOU ARE PASSIONATE ABOUT?
* sleep! hahaha... God, though i dont really show it, people, friends, family, music.. there's too many things la! but my #1 passion now is Film Making esp editing! Damn I miss editing!

38. WOULD YOU RATHER HAVE GOOD SEX OR AN ECSTASY PILL?w
* at the hell? I don't do both so?

39. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE:
* i wish. in my dreams yes.

40. LAST TIME YOU HAD SEX:
* i dun do stuff that dun benefit me

41. IF SOMEONE YOU HATED DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
* send my condolences? Hey, I'm not that mean ok... i'm 'too nice' remember?

Current Mood: bored, sleepy
Current Colour: blue (feeling blue...)
Current Music: Sleeping With The Lights On (Busted) , Close to heaven (Color Me Badd), Water Runs Dry (Boyz II Men)
Current Annoyance: bored n jobless
Current Obsession: getting a job, blogging, MySpace
Current Physical Ailment: hungry again!

Nah, nothing to say. just keeping this site alive until i hear news that Curtin has unbanned Blogger n Blogspot as well as Myspace. Anyway, blogging at Seryna's MySpace and Seryna's Crazy Life. So keep in touch and drop a line in my tag board okie...

Current Mood: sleepy n tired n hungry
Current Colour: red
Current Music: love you no more (i'm sorry) on repeat
Current Annoyance: stupid diet make me hungry
Current Obsession: need to lose weight. HTML (updating my blog & myspace) and adding celebrity mysopace to my friendster and myspace friend lists... LOL
Current Physical Ailment: hungry n sleepy n cranky... lol

Anyway, just dropping by. My blog is running again, i guess... damn. it's so boring to be out of uni... LOL nothing to look forward for ...yet. anyways... i'll update again. perhap these few days...


ciao baby

P/S: Charles Simpson is still hot! ;p

Hey guys... sorry din update for soooo long. So busy. Anyway, u guys can read my other blog on Friendster ( http://seryna.blogs.friendster.com/serynas_crazy_life/). oh yeah, I can't update from campus too coz as usual, DANS GUARDIAN is thr to ban stuffs... Blogger is banned on campus. So I'll update once I get out of there ya! ;p Rite now in Brunei n going back to Miri in a few hours... Take care...

hey guy... sorry no update lately. too busy. just managed to change the layout a bit. wud try to get it done real soon. take care. happy new year 2006

Hey guys... sorry abt the site ya... it's under (re)construction... hehehe... anyway, would get it done before Christmas!

Current Mood: melancholic

Current Music: Slow love songs with some memories

Current Physical State: sleepy

Current Obsession: Peanut butter & rain (not necessarily together)


Something some friends had mention got me thinking. A few times, friends had made passing comments about my single status. Then just a few hours ago my dad also asked me if i had found a boy friend.

Everyone that knows me know that I hang out with guy friends a lot and have a sizable number of guy friends. What confuse them is that my ability to actually have platonic relationships with these guys. I mean, so of these guys are really close friends and people have mistaken some of them as my boyfriend or boyfriends (yup, at the same time). Which is pretty weird since I once had a guy friend whom no one actually thought is a friend of mine and worse, I had a crush on him! hahaha...

What do I look for in a man that I have not found? The guys I know, they are not bad- any girl that get them would be lucky girls. Those who I am really, really close to are really caring guys and they do take care of me as a sister or as they care for any of their chums (yeah, some times I get 'mistaken' for a guy too- blame it on my potty mouth n filthy mind. LOL). Seriously, my guy freinds are all the 'alright' bunch. No worries of them actually harming or hurting any girls.Nice guys... But... as I said, it's all platonic for me. No feelings.

Other girls might find it hard to maintain platonic relationships with guy but for me it's like a second nature. I grew up with boy cousins. at a very young age I had already experienced hanging out with the older guys (yeah, some of them were then TWICE my age or more!! i was a child, they were my 'koko' in their teens) and since then the guys I hang out with have been taking care of me. seriously, if any girls want me to be the 'middlewoman',I have no problem. Been there, done that anyway.

But back to what I want.

It's nothing like liking a guy or just wanting aguy to be a boyfriend. Hell, I'm 21! Time fly by really fast. No more time for 'fun fun' or just for the hell of it. Yeah, pretty much want something stable. Even had a conversation about this.

What do I want?

Comfort, security and contentment. I know some are saying that I sound so old. But that's the truth. I grew up really early and fast. No normal childhood. Therefore my mind is pretty much more mature (tho I cant say the same about my emotions... they get me into trouble very often).

Comfort, security and contentment... Everyone would say "Haven't your parents given you that?" Yes, but it is on a different level. No it's not so much on physical objects, but more on emotions. The kind that makes you feel that there nothing more that you want because these 3 (Comfort, Security & Contentment- CSC) are all met.

Have I felt that before. Seriously, I can say I have. Yes, once in my life. For a short while, about 10-15 minutes. the longest but yet also the shortest 15 minutes of my life. With whom? Aahh... There has always been only one man in my life. :| *bittersweet smile*

It felt so perfect. Us, alone (really ALONE for once) and no one around for miles(?) or something like that. He was like a knight in shinning amour. Has always been anyway. Never was this close to him (though, I really wish I was in HIS ARMS... hahaha). There and then, I felt the CSC. There's nothing more that I want. I was contented. If i were to die there and then, I'd die a happy and contented woman. hahaha... Sigh... Like I said, there was like nothing more I wanted in life. not even fame or money... I think, if I could (and if he had asked),I'd marry him right away... sigh...

(Geez... Unchained Melody is setting the mood here for me)

There... I think I sound like a fool. Does he know? I mean, DID he know? (should use past tense, he's a distant memory now) 99% no. There is a small possibility he knew how I felt but i think it's pretty slim.

THAT I cant possibly say is LOVE. A crush yes. if a crush can make me feel like that, how much more can being in love be like! I guess, I'm not in a relationship now because no one can make me feel like that yet (again). I'm pretty much of an emotional person, but privately. I like to be in control of my emotions and I like them to be CSC. I don't really care if he isn't rich,as long he can support me financially. I need a man to support me emotionally and i guess also to support me in my undertakings, as I would to him too.

Bet you'll Question why I never told Sunshine... I guess it's mostly is due to the different worlds we are in. We are worlds apart. Our interest are waaaaay different, the only common thing is Man Utd, I guess (but all my celeb crushes like Man Utd too anyway). He's like so hot and cute, so yummy. me so short and although I was not as pudgy as I am now, i'm still no supermodel. (oh yeah, the girls I see him with are those type). Plus, I don't think he likes loud (both in audible volumes and in (vulgar) language wise), domineering and independent girls. oh well, I also prefered looking but not owning. Once the chase was over, the fun was over...

One of the few things that was said about me that scare guys that people have told me. izzah said I look (and am) too independent, no guys dare to approach me or think that I don't need a guy. My mom said that I shouldn't show guys that I CAN be more Intelligent than them (meaning, guys' ego like them to think that they are smarter la). someone else (not sure who) said that my ability to actually know what guys are talking about scares them (like if they had their 'guy talk' like sex, I kinda know what they are talking thanks to my 'bros' or if they talk about Formula One... u get what I mean). JAJA told me I'm tough inside though I don't look it. Another close friend (cant recall who) said I'm mean to guys. I can get rude or don't give them a chance to get close. I'm not sure la.The weirdest & most contradictory thing I was told before was told by Lotezcia years ago- "you're a natural flirt. You flirt with all the guys here (choir guys)" eheheh... did I coz I never knew... It's like so weird. Mabel did say I flirt a lot la... But I think I'm just being friendly, not meant to flirt.. Sigh...

Just wanna say, people can say what they wanna say. They can think what they want, do what they want to. Afterall, it's nothing wrong being young, single, free and loving it. Who have time for a boyfriend if they are busy as me anyway?? (I have a feeling in the future, I might get involved in politics... maybe a politician's aide? don't know. But I'm forever busy anyway...)

Amen to singledom!

Current Mood: undecidabley annoyed and tired
Current Colour: black
Current Music: how can i not love u (joy enriquez)
Current Annoyance: unknown status
Current Obsession: to hurt as i was hurt
Current Physical Ailment: tired (physical, mentally, emotionally & spiritually.)


Nyeh. life sucks.... rumors r circulating. i lost my job. nyeh. no two weeks notice for me eh! how leh? no1 inside is telling me anything... hell, now i know how those KFC Holding directors feel now!

on the bright side, i had really, really nice dream abt my long lost crush. hahahha.. i dreamt he can back to curtin to do some stuffs. i think he can to do some training ka, apa ka... he join military or sth & he was doing search & rescue training. i avoided him like hell but he notice my reaction towards him. one day i ran away somewhere & end up in a river or tunnel or sth. got running water la & got lost. and who should save me but him... hahahaha... then the story goes on but it's for me to enjoy n not for u to know... Don't think dirty! i'm a good girl... ahaks! (Ja, I'll story u soon!)

sigh... which crush?? the one i vowed never to remember again. Sunshine. Sigh... He's so cute. hahaha... i forgot how cute he could be, u know. Aaargh!! cutie addiction. hehehe... make me so happy in a time when i am so down. hahahaha...it help more to think dat the ppl dat hurt me din like him. hahahaha... so i'm on the same side of the line now. nyeh! ;p hehehehe....

sigh... y life is so damn troublesom n boring here. no excitement. these day i get out of bed a late as possible n drag myself out of bed every morning. sigh... no excitement ma... two years ago i'll jump out of bed... gor motivation ma... hahaha... oh well, that is life... :(

Some questions....

Why do people always act like they own me that they have the right to ask/make/force/ expect me to do all that they want and would forever bad mouth me if i refuse? Don't Ihave a right to do what i choose to do, what i wanna do or not do? Geez... some people always act like I don't have a brain and that they are always better than I am (eventhough at times I do even more that they do!)

Can't people face it that last sem I had to do 5 units and I'm never as free as I seemed? All the sleep I lot for nothing!

Last but not least....

Why people can always change the thing I do yet I can do so? Damn!! all my work should be copyrighted. And it would be so from July 18th 2005. (You would understand how it feels if you are an artiste/writer/composer/director/ anyone doin anything connected to THE ART!

Hmm... been thinking over... Who are my REAL friends?? Not people that rub it in or proclaim it every other day though... It seems so fake... I think my real friend are just a small handful and the rest are acquaintances. the rest are either one or more of these :

• hangers-on
• wannabe
• gossip mongers
• 2facers
• 'scissors-in-the-blanket'.
• or someone who are frens with me just to make me look bad, terrorise or psycho me (yeah, u d psycho person)

LOL... who wanna b me? I don't wanna be me. Some people told me that hate my personality so I guess I should turn back time and be the ME when I was 13-15: No responsibilities, who-cares, annoying, don't-give-a-damn trouble maker. It's about time I had some fun... won't hurt that Ai Ling might be coming next month and maybe who know Jaja might come also... hahaha.... But Curtin no Bukit (hill) to hang out orr... St mary's Bukit is the best! no1 sees u b u see every1... hahaha... Hmm... Won't it be nice being THE ONE giving excuses for not doing anywork for once?? which excuse to use? "sorry, I had to go for a manicure.." or "Sorry, i was caught up in the saloon" or "Eh, have to be there ka? I din know leh... I was out shopping alone. got sale bah/ at the cinema" or "Got class now? Damn la... I'm in town now... Cuci mata. Lazy to go back now la. Ta!" or "I was assigned to this meh? When? how come no one told me?/ R u sure?/ Why u dun do it yourself?/ why dun delegate or assign to others also?" It'll be heaven to use these... It's be a laugh!!! hahahaha....

I'm in a weird mood & it's coz some one gave me the feeling that he/she is sick with me (I'm complaining & whining again ma)... oh well, each to his own! Besides... it's the feeling I get when i'm going back to Curtin... soemthing sinister is going on... Of course someone sniffed out this fishy thing last year and slowly I'm realising it... More investigating to do to find the intentions and purpose of this fishy fiend... hahahaha... I love a good mystery...

gotta ciao & I'll blog more on my mundane, Idyllic and euphoric life in Brunei away from all the hassle and bustle of my usualy life. Some people have been telling me that when they think of me, they would always see me rushing or running from one place to another or from one (or more) errand(s) to another. LOL... I'm no superwoman la.

"Chacun a son gout" Each to his own...

P/S: do u haf a feeling dat as each sem goes by, I seem to be disliking going back to uni after the holidays??

PP/S: Dun be mad with what I say if u think it is u i am writing about.. might not be u... besides, who want to actully take to heart the endless rantings of a mentallt unstable person? hehehehe...

Current Mood: dunno... nuts maybe
Current Colour: blue & black
Current Music: the tv in the background
Current Annoyance: sleepy
Current Obsession: to take masters or not? (retain BA or get MA?)
Current Physical Ailment: sleepy



yikes! nearly 4am. hehehe... well, feeling a bit surprised with what i found out.



as a kid, the name Canterbury was always floating around. I still remember my dad said something about going there, something abt meeting the Archbishop or Canterbury, the cathedral, etc etc... So, it's like not surprising that when i finally got over the phase of wanting to marry in Greece (yeah, yeah... i know i dream a lot), Canterbury is next. (whr next ah?) Read the guide, know the layout of the Cathedral (found in my dad's bookshelve) did my research & etc... Did not hurt dat Orlando is also from Canterbury... LOL... :P



Talking abt Orlando, I just found out that one of the uni that are my options (if I do decide to get MA) is practically his neighbor.. LOL. yeah, the uni of Kent is next to his old school (st. edmunds) and is opposite St. Thomas Hill where he lives (well, his mom la). hehehe... I didn't know when i was looking for uni. (I also found another uni nearby that offered courses dat my sis wanted.) the point was to find a place that offer courses that i want (& perhaps my is at the same time but in different unis) and is cheaper than London (yeah, i wanna do my Masters in UK). so i stumbled upon U of Kent (for me) &w as browsing through Canterbury uni & found out that they offers my sis' choices. U of Kent i like at leat 2 thousand pounds cheaper than London Film School. still wondering.. should i go?the problems are:



1. financial (duh!)

2. requirements: have to graduate with degree honours, which UNFORTUNATELY Curtin is not offering us (Mass Comm students)

3. It's kinda against my parents wishes: they dun want me to get into the industry (film)

4. it's gonna be c-o-l-d! (Yeah, i'm afraid of the cold. :p )



So now pening pening think of it. wanna prove to sum @ssholes that i actually have a brain. Besides, i'm actually scared to go into the working world. hehehe... My dream of studying in Uk esp London has been around for ages and got worse once in got into British music, films and celebrities (hell, look my my walls & the music i listen to). hehehe...



A background info.

it's not surprising when i got into this "British phase". the reasons?

1. i grew up around adults (my dad's friends & collegues) , quite number of them are English

2. One of my earliest memories is learning how to read from my dad's lecturer, an English man.

3. growing up, we tend to get gifts, cards & letters from UK.
4. I interracted a lot with foreigners (considering my dad's job & growing up in public, it's not surprising la)

5. There was a period where i had a slight accent, which i tend to slip into when i speak to foreigners. accidentally okay.

6. We were pretty close to the British High Commissioner in Brunei when we first moved here. He played the piano for the choir (my sis & I used to sing in the choir then)

7. I am registered in the Royal School of Church Music (RSCM)in UK since i was like, 8 years old.

8. since my dad studies in Australia then when he's alder he studies in UK, so why cant I study in an Australian uni (S'wak campus though) and then go to UK? hehehehe...



I stop at 8 before i tell u more nonsense. another reason why i wanna go to UK instead of US is coz my dad has more frens in UK than in US. hehehe... DUN MEAN TO BRAG but it doesn't hurt to dream right? Education is something one should pursue when one is still capable, innit? Besides, it doesn't hurt when the campus is near where i can 'cuci mata'. hehehehe... I miss doing that. Sigh... hopefully my life in 1 year's time is waaaay better than it is now...no more shit from psycho ppl...



Bleh, time to log off... it's nearly 4.30 am! wanna dream of Orlando la... Hmm... isn't it a wonder why I like guys who all have the ame features?

a quote from Jaja's may 27th blog

"I hate people who claim to hate hypocrites when they are the hypocrite! As for me, my hupocrisy is only due to my emotions. I hate it when people who are so much older than me proves themselves to be nothing more than childishly stupid or naive! Hypocrite."

Jezsiema's blog. (check my link if u wanna read the whole thing nyeh, it's almost like what i wanna write.)

Current Mood: crazy
Current Colour: colour colour
Current Music: entah
Current Annoyance:Serena
Current Obsession: me!
Current Physical Ailment: everything

u suck! ;) luv from, Len

Current Mood: bad
Current Colour: black
Current Music: orlando talking
Current Annoyance: be an annoyance and to be annoyed
Current Obsession: send the email
Current Physical Ailment: still on the verge of breakdown

need i explain myself? nah. ppl wud never under stand (media so busy do they actually believe dat? of course not. y? coz assistant editor is always so free... duh! coz she is an ASISTANT, not the main!!)

should haf listen to Jaja n dun take up any responsibility... be like the old me... no responsibilities, no cares, no worries... i can do what i want, be what i want, say what i want and hell, till get top grdes without bothering to study (yeah, i haf to study now coz i'm no longer that smart.) Jaja said curtin is eating away my IQ... damn, i had an IQ almost as high as Bill Gates (he's 160, mine's 156) when i first started uni but over these years i've been taking the same test every sem and each sem my IQ gets lesser!!

"a man i known by the comapny he keeps"

nyeh, nyeh... i wonder what kind of comp[any is eating away my IQ... definitely the ppl i hang out in class... i get more creative with them... must be oneor more of the 6 or so other groups i hang out with... esp with that person that psychos me so much.. damn!!!

U know what... i'm willing to drop any responsibilities (including editing if i am force to) to get my sanity back, my dignity and my my social life. when i have to do something because of my parents ppl blame me for being so lame and stuffs... Hell, if i have to go back to brunei, it' not my fault ok... I dun drive!!! if i haf to go back from any events, meeting etc early, i have my reasons. i dun clubbing... i have my reasons.... damn. i keep uncomfortable lifestyle. maybe i should reassess my life and drop off all the unimportant stuffs...

fame get to one's head? nah, how to get to my head when nothing is right? i rather have a fuss n worry free life now. if i do what i really wanna do, do u think ppl respect me? hell, as Jaja said, curtin is ruining me.. i've changed. yeah, i guess so. bck then i never cared what ppl said but now one word can make o depressed...and to think that i cant be mean to ppl coz i dun wanna feel guilty. damn!I should haf jsut aid "f**k u" and leave all the times i'm so pressured and depressed by these ppl.. yeah, esp that person that have been psychoing me all this while. i know she is trying to do sth... make everyone hate me. damn. i think a HUGE group of ppl hates me now and after readin this more whould hate me... damn, i dun care anymore if they love her more. those who really care for me told me to ignore her... if only they knew who...

damn damn damn. life sucks. should have just appied to go to perth.t least i'll be in my element- ppl dun care abt u at all. rather be where no one is than be be with some many insecure uncaring ppl. i know why some ppl r hitting back at me... i make them look bad!!! hahahaha... self image...

U know what? i dun wanna say more. those ppl who thinks i have too much time for myself would haf lots to hate me for later...

serena

i have too much time? doin this while doin laundry la. how many sleepless nights i had these one month? who cares? no one cares. i'm not important. i'm not some royalty or famous or popular person. if i drop[ dead, bet there would be ppl saying "thank go she's gone. such an a**hole" think i dunno dat A LOT of PPL THINK I"M A LOSER?? We r all hypocrites so i know ok... U r lo$ers for not admiting it... y? do every1 know the REAL REAL u?? of course not. u put on ur best behavior. DUH! The real me? I'm a Bitch. full of revenge and yes, i dun give a damn for responsibility. all i wanna do is haf fun and shop, watch movies and hang out with frens... so sorry but I dun haf a social life so that's what i crave for now... drop all my responsibilities u said? Hello?? u saw how ppl talkso bad abt deb when she resigned fr CV? I know i'll be practically 'crucified' if i do anything CLOSE to that. hell, if i do that, (CV, council, group projects/assignments etc) Ppl would just hang me alive or bury me alive. damn.wish i never took the first step and ran for council in 2002... it gave me back the confidence i lost in brunei... life sucked in high sch but at least i had a life... hahahaha... nyehnyeh. I'll be p[rimanded when i get back to miri. i know... i would have a long list of ppl looking for me then... i know...

Current Mood: sombre
Current Colour: black
Current Music: Busted & McFly
Current Annoyance: sleepy
Current Obsession: sleep, sleep, sleep
Current Physical Ailment: hungry, sleepy n smelly

Nyeh... nth to put here... I love Orly. hehehehe... Hmm.. oh yeah, I updated my wishlist again TODAY. hehehehe... I want Orly leh... can I have him in a HUGE box for my birthday? hehehe.... wonder how u can transport him to Miri in less tahn 24 hours ah??? ;p

Current Mood: bad
Current Colour: black
Current Music: non
Current Annoyance: tired & overloaded with work & no time to rest or party
Current Obsession: finish work, work work work
Current Physical Ailment: sleep & hungry

just before i turn 21 i have one question...

who am i?
what am i?
what am i supposed to be?
WHO m i supposed to be??
do i even have an identity????

shit man i'm so depressed... i duneven know who m i supposed to be anymore. this bunch of ppl tell me i shud be like this... my parents tell me to be like that. my close classmates tell me to be like who i want to be (but how m i supposed to know??) & my best fren Jaja tell me i shud follow my heart n do what ever i want n be who ever i wanna be (carefree like i was before i step into curtin!!).... I m so stressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What can i do?????????????????????????

Current Mood: dunno
Current Colour: black
Current Music: some jiwang Richard Claderman song (not me play one!)
Current Annoyance: wanna shit... hahaha
Current Obsession: sleepy
Current Physical Ailment: back ache & stomach ache (PMS I think)

hmmm... i dunno la but this jiwang music makes me feel... erm, dunno la... *SIGH* u know, all this while (for the past 6 months) I've been pretty mum abt my 'relationship' with Sunshine (as friend la). Outside I seem pretty ok esp since he is now out of my life.

But seriously, eventhough the time we were frens i treasure a lot, thr's lots of up & downs in that 1 year plus... I dunno but maybe i'm just sensitive la but sometime i feel like he only befriended me (well, i took the first step but yeah, he accepted it) only for his own gain. Dunno la... Just my feelings. I mean yeah, he's pretty nice & did do some nice thingies like opening the door & stuffs but I dunno how to say la... It's like sometimes I'm so invisible. Oh well, most ppl think I am so anyway.

I dunno y but these Curtin guys r really crazy & insane sometimes. They scare me alot u know sometimes. I know some close frens knows this but it was SHOCKING when someone "invited" me to bed with him.... (not in those words). HELLO!!! u CRAZY KA??? ppl think dat i'm like dat jez because i hangout with guys. Excuse me! then thr's this guy, i wrote notes for him when he was sick but he dun really seem to remember it (duh! & I failed dat unit pula).

Sometimes, it's nice to be appreciated u know... lots of ppl treat me like dat. I'm so sad. I mean, i do do things sincerely from the heart but sometimes it's nice to be appreciated & thanked. Esp from friends dat u care for, ppl dat u respect. Yeah.... life's like dat & i shud jez take it as it is. I'm jez bein a bitch now... PMS wat to do...

Aaargh!!! I dunno y i'm so crazy today... these few days. Sunshine is giving nightmares each night (no more sweet dreams of him...) I fear dat he might one day coem to murder me... hahahah,..... dat's wat my dream says wat... hahhaha... well, gtg & gd nite...