so confused...confused... life is full of confusions.... definitely full of confusions..... I'm confused....

Song: Forever Blue (Gareth Gates)

Mood: I dunno... should I b happy 2 b able 2 walk pass him wid out any feeling or shud I b sad?

Outfit: Black spaghetti strap top & black jeans, pink & silver Nike trainers, purple/blue/white/ maroon strip scarf, purple bracelet & wrist band... (I'm mourning... hahahaha!)

wat do i need to put down in words
can been seen thru actions
u mite think it's a game
but u din know it involved my emotions

Aargh!!! dun wanna write anymore poetry!!! it's just annoys me coz when's i'm down or sad or mad, i write crap poetry!!! & yeah, sumtimes words are sharper that a double edged sword coz sum ppl... lets just say "he who eats the chilli tastes it's hotness..." what ever la. direct translation from malay "dia yg makan cil terasalah pedasnya..." hahaha... aargh!! turned my life upside down & not been able to sleep or eat properly... Hungry!!

I'm so down, down....
~~Princess~~


F**k f**k f**k!!! he was next to me in d complab a minute ago & my heart leaped when he said hi to me. Shit!!!!!! Y m I not over yet?? & as crappy as life can be, y did dat stupid JLo song start playing on media player!!! aargh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm close to tears now!!!! so s**tty!!! Oh no!!! Now d stupid Guilty is playing... why must d media player play all of our songs???? why???? Please God, let it get over & done ok? Oh no... now it's playing unsaid things.... is this a sign??

Confused Princess....

hahahaha... nice to jeling ppl orr... esp ppl dat make u f***ing mad... wat kinda fren?? a**hole... hahahha.... do u believe i spent nearly rm300 yesterday on shopping??!! my nike shoes cost rm199.90 wat!! hehehe... got scarf & stuffs too... hehehe.... Farisan can't beat me!! nya nya nya... :P hehehehhe.....